Tamara looks so miserable sitting in the doctor’s office with her maternity jeans on. It’s cute and sad at the same time. I don’t mean to laugh at my wife but the shit is just funny to me. She’s so femme cunt now it’s ridiculous. Last night were watching a movie and she started crying when the dog ran away. Any other time it would’ve been “Fuck that dog” or “Bad ass little bastard”. Something funny but now she’s more submissive then I am. It’s cute though. After her sonogram I’m clocking out we have to go to court for that bullshit back in September of last year. It’s crazy that we still have to see these two but knowing today is the day of their sentencing makes my day so much better. We’ve waited six months to see whether or not it’s a boy or a girl because we wanted to make the nursery a unisex room. I didn’t want to wait this long but Tamara insisted. She also doesn’t like to be called “Rome” anymore. I guess because she’s having a baby she feels she’s getting to old for thug ass nicknames.
“Tamara” the nurse calls.
“Coming” Tamara answers as she attempts to push herself up out of the chair. She looks like she’s in some pain but I don’t want to help her. She just looks too cute with her big belly and converses. We get into the back and for this visit she has to get completely naked. A she begins to strip down I began to heat up. We haven’t had sex in almost a month and a half. It’s uncomfortable for her to penetrate me with the strap up under her stomach. So it’s mostly just a bunch of cuddling and kissing and I honestly don’t mind.
“Come here baby” I command.
“What?’ she whispers.
“Stop being so goofy and come here”
“Can I put my robe on first?”
“No”
Tamara gives me that smile letting me know that she knows exactly what I’m doing. She walks to me and I begin to rub her belly. “This is our baby.” I say trying not to choke on tears. “I know baby” she says as she leans down to kiss me. Somehow our loving goes from me sitting in the chair and her standing up, to me laying on the medical bed and her on top of me in nothing but a hospital gown. She began to lift up my shirt and massage my breasts as I start to rub her head and run my hand down her back. Just as she began to unbutton my pants the technician knocks on the door.
“You dressed?” she asked.
“One minute” Tamara and I answer back simultaneously. Just when things were starting to get good, the technician comes in and we begin the sonogram. Everything sounds good and her insides look amazing. The OBGYN comes in and does a simple exam to see how the baby is positioned and to see if everything is coming along fine.
“Your baby is in real good health and you are very lucky to have gotten as far as you did without prenatal vitamins.” Dr. Monroe says. I’ve worked with this woman for the longest time and she is one of the best doctors in the business. She has us on our toes about what we need to do in order to ensure that our child is born in good health.
“Have you been taking your vitamins now Tamara?” Dr. Monroe asks in the sternest of tones.
“I’ve been taking the horse pills, yes ma’am” Tamara answers back.
“Good now would you like to know the sex of your baby? “
“Yes” I answer.
“You two lovely ladies will be bringing another beautiful young lady in this world.”
Tamara’s mouth opens into a beautiful smile. We touch her stomach together and Tamara sings an Irish prayer. We both know that this baby will be beautiful. Now we can start looking for names. I called my mother and father and told them the good news while Tamara called her mom and grandmother. This is the start of an amazing life.
We get to the court around 4: 30 and have a seat until Carlisa and Ashley are bought in from the back. Every time we come to one of these cases my blood begins to boil. I hate these bitches and the last thing I want to do is look at either one of them. They make me fucking sick. When the case began it was testimony after testimony. Then it became a game of evidence. Bloody sheets, bloody carpet squares, knives, guns, rope, and video footage of the two breaking into the apartment. Today was the day we receive justice.
The judge reads the verdict “After looking at all the evidence and hearing the testimonies from our witnesses we find Carlisa and Ashley Douglas guilty of first degree assault, second degree assault, rape, attempted murder, and theft of less than 500 dollars.”
After every charge Carlisa and Ashley both began to lose color in their skin. Although dark complexion, both women are pale in the face. I know I shouldn’t but I love it. As straight faced as Tamara and I are now we both want to smile from ear to ear. I love this feeling. When karma comes back to bite a evil individual in the ass. It makes me proud. Tamara and I hug and wait to be dismissed from the court room. Today has been of those days where you just have to thank God that life is looking up.
Monday, July 8, 2013
Chapter 10
These past couple weeks have been nothing but a headache. I really feel like the weight is the heaviest on the baby instead of me. I finally talked to my mother about what was going on and then i admitted to being pregnant. It was the longest moment in history. My mother's 30 seconds of silence turned into joyous, lost, and confused tears that in a sense I felt was a desperate cry from help for Jesus himself to come fix this. It still hasn't really hit me that in two weeks if I don't come up with a decision on whether or not the baby stays or goes I'm stuck with it. What do I do? How do I fix this? Christian and I are going to dinner tonight to have a talk about what we think is best for her and I when it comes to this baby.
Tonight we don't get all dressed up like we normally do when we go out on dates. It's a simple night at T.G.I. Fridays where jeans and a shirt will sufice. As we sit and wait for our appetizers and drinks the dreaded conversation begins.
"If we keep this baby, that is an extra mouth to feed, an extra back to clothe, and six weeks off of work I don't think I can truly afford to miss baby." I began.
"Tamara I told you, do what you feel is right for you. I know that this is my baby just as much as it is yours. I don't want to give the baby up but at the same time what is a woman supposed to do when she isn't the one carrying the child? What do you want me to do? Get pregnant too?"
"Shit that might help" I interject. I hate being like this with Christian it's not like we're arguing but at the same time we aren't the best of fucking friends as of right now all because of a dead man's nut. I don't want to think of my child as a dead man's mistake but right about now that's all I see it as. It. Just a living thing growing inside of me.
"Well you have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and after the sonagram we will come to a conclusion on what to do about this living thing inside of your uterus." Christian says in the most sarcastic manner. If I could smack her right now I would. Lately, her and I have been on edge. I think it's because we're not having sex. She doesn't want something to happen to the baby. I told her nothing is going in me so fucking is the least of her worries. I move over to her side of the booth and whisper in her ear.
"Baby" I whisper as I kiss on her neck.
"What?" she says like I'm getting on her damn nerves.
"We haven't done it in awhile"
"I know, and until we figure out what to do about this baby, we won't."
"FINE!" I pout in my baby voice. I know that she means well but I think these high levels of hormones are making me hornier then ever. I just want to hump something. A leg, a chair, my wife perhaps. Something, hell.
"Don't do that. You wanna act like a child go sit on the other side of this table and wait for the nice lady to come back with our stuff." Christian says in her motherly tone. She knows exactly what she's doing and it's beginning to irk my nerves. She doesn't know that once we get home she's getting the business.
The lady finally comes with our food. After eating we went to Tiffany and Company in Towson's Mall and bought little charm bracelets for the baby. If we decide to keep it we're going to give the bracelet to the baby when he or she turns one. If we decide to rid of the baby we'll wear the bracelets in the baby's memory. This is a tough time for us.
We get home and Tory and Eriyn are in the basement going at it. You can hear Tory moaning and Eriyn ass being smacked by Tory's massive ass hand. As red as Eriyn is I'm really curious to see what the hand print probably looks like at this moment. "Come on baby, they're doing it" I start to kiss Christian's hot spot behind her ear.
"No Tamara! Now take your horny ass to bed" she says as she pushes me off of her and out of her way. I guess I'm really not getting any tonight.
The next morning we wake up and head over to Christian's job where I have to get the sonagram done. Christian would have done it herself but she's off today and she just wants to hold my hand through it. The techinician puts this cold ass gel on my stomach and begins to move the machine around to find the baby.
"There it is!" she says as if she found a baby in her own damn stomach. You hear my heart beating on the screen and the baby's heart beat is faint but it's there. It's really there. This is the weirdest moment of my life. There's a baby in me and I don't know how to feel about this I'm happy because my baby is healthy but I'm sad because there's a child in my stomach. I'm proud and sad all at the same time. When the appointment is over and wipe off my stomach, Christian places her hand on it. She starts crying. I don't know what kind of tears they are but I promise you these tears are real. She won't talk and the more I ask her "Baby what's wrong" the more she starts to cry. I kiss her and she tells me how much she loves me and that she supports my decision in whatever I decide to do. This situation is rough but I can't tell from the way I'm feeling and the way she's crying that reality has now hit it's peek and I'm going to have a baby.
"Christian, wipe your eyes baby, I know that this situation has been choosy and you and I have had numerous opinions about this, but you and I have overcome a lot together and I'm beginning to realize that way I felt the day I fell in love with you is the same feeling I'm having now."
I place my hand over hers and we both touch my stomach. I kiss her softly and look her deep in big brown eyes.
"Let's start a family."
Tonight we don't get all dressed up like we normally do when we go out on dates. It's a simple night at T.G.I. Fridays where jeans and a shirt will sufice. As we sit and wait for our appetizers and drinks the dreaded conversation begins.
"If we keep this baby, that is an extra mouth to feed, an extra back to clothe, and six weeks off of work I don't think I can truly afford to miss baby." I began.
"Tamara I told you, do what you feel is right for you. I know that this is my baby just as much as it is yours. I don't want to give the baby up but at the same time what is a woman supposed to do when she isn't the one carrying the child? What do you want me to do? Get pregnant too?"
"Shit that might help" I interject. I hate being like this with Christian it's not like we're arguing but at the same time we aren't the best of fucking friends as of right now all because of a dead man's nut. I don't want to think of my child as a dead man's mistake but right about now that's all I see it as. It. Just a living thing growing inside of me.
"Well you have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and after the sonagram we will come to a conclusion on what to do about this living thing inside of your uterus." Christian says in the most sarcastic manner. If I could smack her right now I would. Lately, her and I have been on edge. I think it's because we're not having sex. She doesn't want something to happen to the baby. I told her nothing is going in me so fucking is the least of her worries. I move over to her side of the booth and whisper in her ear.
"Baby" I whisper as I kiss on her neck.
"What?" she says like I'm getting on her damn nerves.
"We haven't done it in awhile"
"I know, and until we figure out what to do about this baby, we won't."
"FINE!" I pout in my baby voice. I know that she means well but I think these high levels of hormones are making me hornier then ever. I just want to hump something. A leg, a chair, my wife perhaps. Something, hell.
"Don't do that. You wanna act like a child go sit on the other side of this table and wait for the nice lady to come back with our stuff." Christian says in her motherly tone. She knows exactly what she's doing and it's beginning to irk my nerves. She doesn't know that once we get home she's getting the business.
The lady finally comes with our food. After eating we went to Tiffany and Company in Towson's Mall and bought little charm bracelets for the baby. If we decide to keep it we're going to give the bracelet to the baby when he or she turns one. If we decide to rid of the baby we'll wear the bracelets in the baby's memory. This is a tough time for us.
We get home and Tory and Eriyn are in the basement going at it. You can hear Tory moaning and Eriyn ass being smacked by Tory's massive ass hand. As red as Eriyn is I'm really curious to see what the hand print probably looks like at this moment. "Come on baby, they're doing it" I start to kiss Christian's hot spot behind her ear.
"No Tamara! Now take your horny ass to bed" she says as she pushes me off of her and out of her way. I guess I'm really not getting any tonight.
The next morning we wake up and head over to Christian's job where I have to get the sonagram done. Christian would have done it herself but she's off today and she just wants to hold my hand through it. The techinician puts this cold ass gel on my stomach and begins to move the machine around to find the baby.
"There it is!" she says as if she found a baby in her own damn stomach. You hear my heart beating on the screen and the baby's heart beat is faint but it's there. It's really there. This is the weirdest moment of my life. There's a baby in me and I don't know how to feel about this I'm happy because my baby is healthy but I'm sad because there's a child in my stomach. I'm proud and sad all at the same time. When the appointment is over and wipe off my stomach, Christian places her hand on it. She starts crying. I don't know what kind of tears they are but I promise you these tears are real. She won't talk and the more I ask her "Baby what's wrong" the more she starts to cry. I kiss her and she tells me how much she loves me and that she supports my decision in whatever I decide to do. This situation is rough but I can't tell from the way I'm feeling and the way she's crying that reality has now hit it's peek and I'm going to have a baby.
"Christian, wipe your eyes baby, I know that this situation has been choosy and you and I have had numerous opinions about this, but you and I have overcome a lot together and I'm beginning to realize that way I felt the day I fell in love with you is the same feeling I'm having now."
I place my hand over hers and we both touch my stomach. I kiss her softly and look her deep in big brown eyes.
"Let's start a family."
Chapter 9
Las Vegas was fun I have to admit. We didn't stay the whole week because it's hurricane season there and four black lesbians and a hurricane really isn't a cute mix. Tamara and Tory went to Ikea early to get some more silverware and kitchen supplies for the new house. Eriyn went to Bed, Bath, and Beyond to get some more stuff for both of the bathrooms and I'm in here cleaning for the house warming tonight. I really don't want all these people in the house because the last house warming we had everyone got drunk and slept over. I hate cleaning up after grown ass men and women. Family is one thing, but my friends, Tamara and Tory's friends, and Eriyn's friends all total in disaster. We all drink, we all smoke, we all act a damn fool, and we all do the most when we're together so somebody tell me how the hell they think this night is going to end?
I didn't feel like cooking so I ordered Panda Express and a platter from Chik-Fil-A that way there was a variety of food and nobody could complain. We spent $400 on alcohol and over $600 in stuff for the house in general. This night better go spectacular or I'm spazzing. My attitude is way past high today. I'm just not in the mood and I'm not exactly sure why. I just feel like something is bound to go wrong. Around 6:00 people begin showing up. My mother showed up with my aunt and grandmother, Tamara's family came down from PG, Eriyn's people were damn near a hour late, and Tory's people (who are basically my people) were an hour early. We drank wine and shared stories. My aunt prayed over the house and sent a blessing of serenity. God knows we need it. We don't need anything else happening to any of us. Our friends stayed a little longer than our families and then the party really started. Drunk spades, zooted monopoly, and no where near sober dancing with the Wii. Sammy, my righthand was having way to much fun, but over all tonight was a success. Still, I have this preminition tonight I'm going to have to smack the living FUCK out of somebody's child.
After everyone leaves and Eriyn and I clean up, Tory and Tamara roll up a couple blunts and we all get to smoking. Our first real night in the house and it smells sour as hell in this living room but hell, we grown and we can do what we please.
"Why you so tense?" Eriyn asks me in between hits.
"I really don't know, it's like I'm mad at something and I don't why." I say hitting a pipe.
"Girl chill out."
"I can't, it's like when I do calm down and relax, some shit gets me uncomfortable again."
"You think it's because it's our first real night here?" Tory asks.
"Probably, shit I don't know"
"Baby calm down, I'm sure it's nothing" Rome tells me.
Although, they're telling me to chill out, it just isn't working. I can't stop feeling like I need to keep my guard up because really soon I'm going to have to truly kirk the fuck out. After we all shower, it's time for the newlyweds to get some rest, all of us got work in the morning. I'm really not trying to go but we got bills to pay. In the middle of the night Tamara's phone rings and she gets out of bed to answer it. She's only gone for about 10 minutes, then she climbs back in bed and puts her arm around me.
"Who was that?" I ask.
"Nobody baby, it's nothing serious, just business" she reassures me.
"Okay" I say as I doze back off.
Now something really isn't sitting right with me. Why the fuck is someone calling my wife this early in the morning, better yet, who the fuck is calling her this damn early? I'm not going to phase it but I'm pretty sure this is the reason I'm feeling the way I am. The next morning, Tory and I made breakfast for our spouses and sat on the balcony of the house while she smoked her a black.
"Cousin, I think Rome is on that sneaky shit again."
"What you mean?" she asks in between puffs.
"Somebody called her phone like midnight and she got UP out of the bed and answered it."
"She was probably just respecting the fact that you were sleep"
"Then she came back to bed and threw her arms around me"
"What?"
"Yea"
"Something don't seem right" she said raising a eyebrow. "I'm going to talk to her for you."
After we all leave for classes that morning, I get to Coppin around 11:30 and go to financial aid because as much as I love my college, they're unorganized like hell. I leave the office like 1:00 finally have taken care of everything and head to my first class. Angie and I leave that class and head over to our second class where she points out that she hasn't seen my wife all day. I notice the shit too but I just let it slide. That ugly feeling comes back and for the rest of the day I'm somewhat agitated.
Angie and I head to work around 5:30. When I get to the office, Tamara's car is parked in the parking lot. This is strange as shit but whatever. I'm just going to let the shit slide and go into work. This nasty ass feeling I'm having is starting to get worse. I get into work and take some Advil before my shift starts. I don't need a headache from whatever bullshit is about to happen and the bullshit I already deal with at work. Taking some files to my supervisor's office I come pass a file with Tamara's name on it. I want to look but in order for me to keep my job I need to mind my business.
I see Tamara leaving the doctor's office. I stop her to have a conversation with her and she's crying.
"Baby what's wrong?' I ask her.
"We need to talk, like now." she says in between sobs.
I've never seen her cry this hard in the time that I've known her. Not when her father died, not when she was being raped, none of this. What's wrong with her? I ask my boss for the rest of the night off and she told me I should take Tamara home and we should talk about what's wrong. I want to know what the hell is wrong with my wife and every other motherfucker in this office that knows what's going on besides me.
We drive home and Tory and Eriyn are sitting on the couch like they've been waiting for us to get home. I need a drink. I don't like not knowing what's going on. Somebody is either lying or someone isn't being real.
Tamara sits down and pats the seat next to her. I sit down and grab her hand. She's still crying. She's been crying this whole time. Her face is completly red and her eyes are really red and puffy. Does she have AIDS? Is she dying?
"Baby, I love you and I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. None of us did. You know that day all that shit happened we didn't plan that. I cried just as hard as you did. I remember the pain, the blood, the nasty feeling, the slurs, the cursing, the hurt, all of it. I'm so sorry for this." she falls onto the floor at my feet and grabs my legs.
Tamara get up!" I'm scared and I don't know what to expect.
"T get up girl, come on" Tory says through her tears. She looks just as scared as me.
"What the fuck is going on!" I yell. At this moment somebody better tell me something before I call the police, or ambulance, or something. I'm so damn confused I have no idea what to do. I feel faint and that nasty feeling I was having all day now has my heart racing, my blood boiling, my foot stomping, my hands sweating, and my words slurred. I feel like I'm ready to black out.
"Christian, calm down girl." Eriyn is trying her hardest to get me calm but it's just not working. I don't want to be touched.
"It's not as bad as it seems but I don't want you losing your head over this. I just want you to be here for her. Support her through this. She needs you right now."
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!" I'm losing my mind at this point and I want to know what's wrong.
"Christian, I'm pregnant!" Tamara yells. She can't stand straight. She's trying to pull herself up on the couch but she can't move.
I'm still.
The feeling I just had of disgust and anger now turns to straight lividness. If I could kill a nigga that was already dead I would do it. I can't fathom the thought of my wife, my dominant wife being with child. I know she's scared and hell I'm scared for her but what can I do at this point.? I just want to hold her but she won't let me touch her. I don't have any real thoughts at this moment and my body is numb. Now we are all sitting on the floor huddled together holding one another. We were a family before this and we'll be a family during this situation. I don't know what to do right now I feel lost. I have to go to God on this one.
I didn't feel like cooking so I ordered Panda Express and a platter from Chik-Fil-A that way there was a variety of food and nobody could complain. We spent $400 on alcohol and over $600 in stuff for the house in general. This night better go spectacular or I'm spazzing. My attitude is way past high today. I'm just not in the mood and I'm not exactly sure why. I just feel like something is bound to go wrong. Around 6:00 people begin showing up. My mother showed up with my aunt and grandmother, Tamara's family came down from PG, Eriyn's people were damn near a hour late, and Tory's people (who are basically my people) were an hour early. We drank wine and shared stories. My aunt prayed over the house and sent a blessing of serenity. God knows we need it. We don't need anything else happening to any of us. Our friends stayed a little longer than our families and then the party really started. Drunk spades, zooted monopoly, and no where near sober dancing with the Wii. Sammy, my righthand was having way to much fun, but over all tonight was a success. Still, I have this preminition tonight I'm going to have to smack the living FUCK out of somebody's child.
After everyone leaves and Eriyn and I clean up, Tory and Tamara roll up a couple blunts and we all get to smoking. Our first real night in the house and it smells sour as hell in this living room but hell, we grown and we can do what we please.
"Why you so tense?" Eriyn asks me in between hits.
"I really don't know, it's like I'm mad at something and I don't why." I say hitting a pipe.
"Girl chill out."
"I can't, it's like when I do calm down and relax, some shit gets me uncomfortable again."
"You think it's because it's our first real night here?" Tory asks.
"Probably, shit I don't know"
"Baby calm down, I'm sure it's nothing" Rome tells me.
Although, they're telling me to chill out, it just isn't working. I can't stop feeling like I need to keep my guard up because really soon I'm going to have to truly kirk the fuck out. After we all shower, it's time for the newlyweds to get some rest, all of us got work in the morning. I'm really not trying to go but we got bills to pay. In the middle of the night Tamara's phone rings and she gets out of bed to answer it. She's only gone for about 10 minutes, then she climbs back in bed and puts her arm around me.
"Who was that?" I ask.
"Nobody baby, it's nothing serious, just business" she reassures me.
"Okay" I say as I doze back off.
Now something really isn't sitting right with me. Why the fuck is someone calling my wife this early in the morning, better yet, who the fuck is calling her this damn early? I'm not going to phase it but I'm pretty sure this is the reason I'm feeling the way I am. The next morning, Tory and I made breakfast for our spouses and sat on the balcony of the house while she smoked her a black.
"Cousin, I think Rome is on that sneaky shit again."
"What you mean?" she asks in between puffs.
"Somebody called her phone like midnight and she got UP out of the bed and answered it."
"She was probably just respecting the fact that you were sleep"
"Then she came back to bed and threw her arms around me"
"What?"
"Yea"
"Something don't seem right" she said raising a eyebrow. "I'm going to talk to her for you."
After we all leave for classes that morning, I get to Coppin around 11:30 and go to financial aid because as much as I love my college, they're unorganized like hell. I leave the office like 1:00 finally have taken care of everything and head to my first class. Angie and I leave that class and head over to our second class where she points out that she hasn't seen my wife all day. I notice the shit too but I just let it slide. That ugly feeling comes back and for the rest of the day I'm somewhat agitated.
Angie and I head to work around 5:30. When I get to the office, Tamara's car is parked in the parking lot. This is strange as shit but whatever. I'm just going to let the shit slide and go into work. This nasty ass feeling I'm having is starting to get worse. I get into work and take some Advil before my shift starts. I don't need a headache from whatever bullshit is about to happen and the bullshit I already deal with at work. Taking some files to my supervisor's office I come pass a file with Tamara's name on it. I want to look but in order for me to keep my job I need to mind my business.
I see Tamara leaving the doctor's office. I stop her to have a conversation with her and she's crying.
"Baby what's wrong?' I ask her.
"We need to talk, like now." she says in between sobs.
I've never seen her cry this hard in the time that I've known her. Not when her father died, not when she was being raped, none of this. What's wrong with her? I ask my boss for the rest of the night off and she told me I should take Tamara home and we should talk about what's wrong. I want to know what the hell is wrong with my wife and every other motherfucker in this office that knows what's going on besides me.
We drive home and Tory and Eriyn are sitting on the couch like they've been waiting for us to get home. I need a drink. I don't like not knowing what's going on. Somebody is either lying or someone isn't being real.
Tamara sits down and pats the seat next to her. I sit down and grab her hand. She's still crying. She's been crying this whole time. Her face is completly red and her eyes are really red and puffy. Does she have AIDS? Is she dying?
"Baby, I love you and I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. None of us did. You know that day all that shit happened we didn't plan that. I cried just as hard as you did. I remember the pain, the blood, the nasty feeling, the slurs, the cursing, the hurt, all of it. I'm so sorry for this." she falls onto the floor at my feet and grabs my legs.
Tamara get up!" I'm scared and I don't know what to expect.
"T get up girl, come on" Tory says through her tears. She looks just as scared as me.
"What the fuck is going on!" I yell. At this moment somebody better tell me something before I call the police, or ambulance, or something. I'm so damn confused I have no idea what to do. I feel faint and that nasty feeling I was having all day now has my heart racing, my blood boiling, my foot stomping, my hands sweating, and my words slurred. I feel like I'm ready to black out.
"Christian, calm down girl." Eriyn is trying her hardest to get me calm but it's just not working. I don't want to be touched.
"It's not as bad as it seems but I don't want you losing your head over this. I just want you to be here for her. Support her through this. She needs you right now."
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!" I'm losing my mind at this point and I want to know what's wrong.
"Christian, I'm pregnant!" Tamara yells. She can't stand straight. She's trying to pull herself up on the couch but she can't move.
I'm still.
The feeling I just had of disgust and anger now turns to straight lividness. If I could kill a nigga that was already dead I would do it. I can't fathom the thought of my wife, my dominant wife being with child. I know she's scared and hell I'm scared for her but what can I do at this point.? I just want to hold her but she won't let me touch her. I don't have any real thoughts at this moment and my body is numb. Now we are all sitting on the floor huddled together holding one another. We were a family before this and we'll be a family during this situation. I don't know what to do right now I feel lost. I have to go to God on this one.
Chapter 8
We get onto the plane and get ready for the 6 hour plane ride to California. Christian and Eriyn just had to get cute. Waking up early this morning putting on their faces, adn picking out an outfit. Christian put on a pair of jeans, a off the shoulder shirt, and some flats. Eriyn about the same but she had on a pair of adidas. Tory and I woke up about an hour before we had to leave for the airport and put on some jeans, a tshirt, and some tennis. Nothing special. We boarded the plane and I fell to sleep. Christian kept messing with me, nibbling on my ear and shit, kissing my neck, and licking my tattoo. We still haven't had sex and I know she's horny. I mean I get horny too but right now I'm not to incline to be having sex. My mind is still slightly on that shit that happened. I know it happened months ago, but I still can't fathom the feeling of sex. It's the worst. This is the shit that I'm talking about. I feel like I can't fully provide for my girlfriend in the ways she needs me to. I know that toy she uses doesn't match up to me but for now that's what she's using.
"Baby" she whispers in my ear.
"Yes baby?" I ask. I already know what she's going to say.
"Baby I want it."
"I know baby, I want it to."
"Then give it to me when we get to the hotel"
"I don't think I'm ready baby"
"Ok" she says as she pouts. "I understand."
I don't like making her feel like this. I hate turning her down. I haven't had sex with my wife since September. Eventually she's going to turn to someone else and get it from them. Christian loves me, I know she does, but how long can a girl wait to be sexually fulfilled by her wife who's not giving her any before she goes and gets it from someone else?
"We're landing!" Eriyn yells.
"Girl, calm the fuck down, all that Moscato is going to your head" Tory said.
"Shut up!"
"Make me"
Tory and Eriyn began to kiss. Tory gets to sucking on Eriyn's hotspot behind her ear and pulls on her hair. They're really into it. Christian and I don't really get into anything but I know that once we hit that hotel Tory and Eriyn are going to disappear for a while. We finally get to the hotel and drop our bags. Tory and Eriyn close the door and put the "Do Not Disturb" sign on the door. Christian and I go go into our room and she unpacks some of her stuff.
"I'm going to walk on the beach" Christian says. She looks like she's ready to cry.
"I'll walk with you" I say trying to grab her hand.
She moves her hand. "Nevermind I'm going to go sit on the balcony and call my mom, just to tell her that we got here ok" she rushes onto the balcony and slams the sliding door.
She's just sitting there crying. The first day here in this beautiful ass area and my wife is crying. I can hear Eriyn moaning through the somewhat thin walls and Tory screaming "Who's daddy?
"You daddy" Eriyn moans.
"Who's daddy?!"
"You daddy!"
"Who?!"
"YOU DADDY! TORY DAMN!"
The thumping of the headboard speeds up and all I can think about is how Christian and I used to be. Sweaty, hot, loud, and wet, that was the best sex between her and I. There were nights we would make love and other nights were we would be two horny ass lesbians going at it. Yelling, scratching, biting, smacking ass, and licking tattoos. Those nights were everything. Now it's just hot kissing sessions and your occasional head. I haven't had real sex with my wife in almost 4 months. I know why she's crying and I just want to go out there grab her by her hair, drag her in here, lay her on the bed, and fuck her until she cries. Sadly, I can't do that. I'm not mentally prepared.
The hot sex next door has stopped and Eriyn and Tory come to our room. Tory and I sit in the living room area while Eriyn goes out onto the balcony to talk to Christian.
"Girl what's wrong?" Eriyn say closing the glass door.
"I was hoping this vacation would put the sex drive back into Rome but it hasn't. Her and I have barely touched each other since that shit that happened in September. I feel horrible. Like I'm making her more uncomfortable." Christian says through her tears.
"Girl, it's not like that. Give her time, she'll come around. She's just not feeling sex. What woman would after being raped by a man?" Dry your eyes. Come on let's go to the shops and do some retail therapy" Eriyn says handing her some tissues.
After she gets herself together the two women leave and go into the city for a while to get pampered and shop.
"I'll see you later Daddy" Eriyn says as she kisses Tory. "See you Rome" she says as she leans down hugging his is suppose to be a vacation where you two enjoy being a married couple and the biggest part of that was sex. Christian just wants to be able to love you like a married lesbian should be able to. Give it time and you'll be ready again. She's not going to seek outside of you and her because she's not like that. Stop worrying and stop crying. We're in California, this is a happy time".
"Maybe you're right T but I don't know what else I can do to make this vacation special without sex. I heard you and Eriyn earlier, it hasn't been like that with us since August."
"Damn, Rome I didn't know it had been that long"
"Yea"
"Look take her to dinner tonight and talk about how you feel, and get her side of it to, she's your wife, when things like this happen, you just have to talk it out. That's all you can do."
Tory is right. Tonight I'm going to take her out and we're going to talk.
When the girls got back from their day out, Christian and I made plans to go to dinner. She wore a sexy black one shoulder dress and a pair of blush heels. She looked amazing. I wore some dress pants, a dress shirt, and some tennis. We looked like a trophy couple. We took a few photos before we left and went to the restaurant. We had dinner and went for a walk.
"Baby I'm so sorry" I said as I grabbed her hand.
"There's nothing to be sorry for" Christian said.
"There is, you and I haven't been intimate for a while and I'm sorry. It's just that after that shit that happened with Carlisa and Ashly I just don't feel comfortable. It's nothing you did or anything that you're doing it's just that the feeling of sex just makes me feel nasty. Like my mind goes back to that day all over again." I tried not to cry but it didn't work. I'm balling my eyes out. I look like a damn fool crying in front of my wife like some kind of bitch. I just feel so bad.
"Baby, stop crying." she says as she wipes my eyes. "I love you, sex can wait. I'm not going to push you to do something you don't feel comfortable with doing. I married you because I love you and I'm willing to be patient with you as long as need be about anything. You mean everything to me baby, and I'm not going to let something as petty as sex come in between us." she says wiping my face with her hand. "Come on let's go back to our room and watch a movie or something."
As we're walking back to the hotel and holding hands I get to thinking about all the good times her and I have had. She makes me more then happy. Her and I have been through a lot and what I love about her is then fact that she stayed by me the entire time. Loving me, holding me, taking care of me. This is the woman I'm about to spend the rest of my life with and I honestly can't keep letting this shit come in between her and I. We arrive back at the hotel and she gets into the shower. I cut all the lights off, and I light some candles.
Once she gets out of the shower, I take a quick shower and get out to see my wife sitting on the bed in her underwear putting on lotion. She isn't doing anything to turn me on but it's just the way she' s moving up and down her leg that is really making me wet. She put on deodorant and lays down in the bed. I get dressed and lay next to her. She goes to reach for the remote and I smack her hand.
"Rome what the hell are you doing?"
"I think I'm ready to try again"
"We just had that discussion baby, take your time"
I climb on top of her and kiss her neck. I start nibbling softly on her ear and rubbing up and down her body.
"Stop Tamara, if you're not ready, you're not ready" she says pushing me off away from her.
I pin her hands down to the bed and kiss her passionately. "I'm ready."
I rip off her underwear and take off her bra. She's dripping wet and I can smell the scent of her perfume mixed with the natural scent her body gives off. I'm way past aroused. I get up and put on my strap as she postions herself on the side of the bed with her ass up in the air.
I push her down onto the bed and stand at the bottom of the bed just looking at her.
"Now play with it for daddy" I demand.
"No" she says in her sexy ass voice.
"No?"
"Yep, no kiss my ass" she yells at me.
I climbed onto the bed and began to eat her pussy. She's moaning and yelling my name. You can tell she's been waiting for this for a long time. I don't feel any discomfort and tonight I'm giving her all of me. I climb on top of her slide in. She wet as hell and I love it. She' s grinding her hips and I'm hip rolling to my stroke. She moaning and she wants more. I turn her over and take her from behind. Stroking it hard and shYou love daddy?"
"Yes!" she moans.
"You love daddy?!" I yell as I smack her ass hard as hell.
"Yes I fucking love you daddy , now fuck this pussy!" she screams.
I'm giving it to her hard as hell. The sound of her ass hitting my thighs made me go insane. I turned her ass over and began fucking her like crazy. She was so damn tight my strap had trouble penetrating her. She missed this dick and I know she did. I stroked her pussy for so long she came on my dick twice. She picked me up and sat me on her face. She was grabbing my nipples and licking my clit so fast. Her mouth was wet and warm. I was loving the feeling. I came twice in her mouth. She sucked up every drop of my cum and kept eating. We were in 69 for a while and then I went back to stroking her and then we tribbed. Tonight we were trying everything. After we fucked for what felt like all night but in all actuality was 4 hours we layed ass naked together holding each other as a happily married and sexually active couple.
"Baby" she whispers in my ear.
"Yes baby?" I ask. I already know what she's going to say.
"Baby I want it."
"I know baby, I want it to."
"Then give it to me when we get to the hotel"
"I don't think I'm ready baby"
"Ok" she says as she pouts. "I understand."
I don't like making her feel like this. I hate turning her down. I haven't had sex with my wife since September. Eventually she's going to turn to someone else and get it from them. Christian loves me, I know she does, but how long can a girl wait to be sexually fulfilled by her wife who's not giving her any before she goes and gets it from someone else?
"We're landing!" Eriyn yells.
"Girl, calm the fuck down, all that Moscato is going to your head" Tory said.
"Shut up!"
"Make me"
Tory and Eriyn began to kiss. Tory gets to sucking on Eriyn's hotspot behind her ear and pulls on her hair. They're really into it. Christian and I don't really get into anything but I know that once we hit that hotel Tory and Eriyn are going to disappear for a while. We finally get to the hotel and drop our bags. Tory and Eriyn close the door and put the "Do Not Disturb" sign on the door. Christian and I go go into our room and she unpacks some of her stuff.
"I'm going to walk on the beach" Christian says. She looks like she's ready to cry.
"I'll walk with you" I say trying to grab her hand.
She moves her hand. "Nevermind I'm going to go sit on the balcony and call my mom, just to tell her that we got here ok" she rushes onto the balcony and slams the sliding door.
She's just sitting there crying. The first day here in this beautiful ass area and my wife is crying. I can hear Eriyn moaning through the somewhat thin walls and Tory screaming "Who's daddy?
"You daddy" Eriyn moans.
"Who's daddy?!"
"You daddy!"
"Who?!"
"YOU DADDY! TORY DAMN!"
The thumping of the headboard speeds up and all I can think about is how Christian and I used to be. Sweaty, hot, loud, and wet, that was the best sex between her and I. There were nights we would make love and other nights were we would be two horny ass lesbians going at it. Yelling, scratching, biting, smacking ass, and licking tattoos. Those nights were everything. Now it's just hot kissing sessions and your occasional head. I haven't had real sex with my wife in almost 4 months. I know why she's crying and I just want to go out there grab her by her hair, drag her in here, lay her on the bed, and fuck her until she cries. Sadly, I can't do that. I'm not mentally prepared.
The hot sex next door has stopped and Eriyn and Tory come to our room. Tory and I sit in the living room area while Eriyn goes out onto the balcony to talk to Christian.
"Girl what's wrong?" Eriyn say closing the glass door.
"I was hoping this vacation would put the sex drive back into Rome but it hasn't. Her and I have barely touched each other since that shit that happened in September. I feel horrible. Like I'm making her more uncomfortable." Christian says through her tears.
"Girl, it's not like that. Give her time, she'll come around. She's just not feeling sex. What woman would after being raped by a man?" Dry your eyes. Come on let's go to the shops and do some retail therapy" Eriyn says handing her some tissues.
After she gets herself together the two women leave and go into the city for a while to get pampered and shop.
"I'll see you later Daddy" Eriyn says as she kisses Tory. "See you Rome" she says as she leans down hugging his is suppose to be a vacation where you two enjoy being a married couple and the biggest part of that was sex. Christian just wants to be able to love you like a married lesbian should be able to. Give it time and you'll be ready again. She's not going to seek outside of you and her because she's not like that. Stop worrying and stop crying. We're in California, this is a happy time".
"Maybe you're right T but I don't know what else I can do to make this vacation special without sex. I heard you and Eriyn earlier, it hasn't been like that with us since August."
"Damn, Rome I didn't know it had been that long"
"Yea"
"Look take her to dinner tonight and talk about how you feel, and get her side of it to, she's your wife, when things like this happen, you just have to talk it out. That's all you can do."
Tory is right. Tonight I'm going to take her out and we're going to talk.
When the girls got back from their day out, Christian and I made plans to go to dinner. She wore a sexy black one shoulder dress and a pair of blush heels. She looked amazing. I wore some dress pants, a dress shirt, and some tennis. We looked like a trophy couple. We took a few photos before we left and went to the restaurant. We had dinner and went for a walk.
"Baby I'm so sorry" I said as I grabbed her hand.
"There's nothing to be sorry for" Christian said.
"There is, you and I haven't been intimate for a while and I'm sorry. It's just that after that shit that happened with Carlisa and Ashly I just don't feel comfortable. It's nothing you did or anything that you're doing it's just that the feeling of sex just makes me feel nasty. Like my mind goes back to that day all over again." I tried not to cry but it didn't work. I'm balling my eyes out. I look like a damn fool crying in front of my wife like some kind of bitch. I just feel so bad.
"Baby, stop crying." she says as she wipes my eyes. "I love you, sex can wait. I'm not going to push you to do something you don't feel comfortable with doing. I married you because I love you and I'm willing to be patient with you as long as need be about anything. You mean everything to me baby, and I'm not going to let something as petty as sex come in between us." she says wiping my face with her hand. "Come on let's go back to our room and watch a movie or something."
As we're walking back to the hotel and holding hands I get to thinking about all the good times her and I have had. She makes me more then happy. Her and I have been through a lot and what I love about her is then fact that she stayed by me the entire time. Loving me, holding me, taking care of me. This is the woman I'm about to spend the rest of my life with and I honestly can't keep letting this shit come in between her and I. We arrive back at the hotel and she gets into the shower. I cut all the lights off, and I light some candles.
Once she gets out of the shower, I take a quick shower and get out to see my wife sitting on the bed in her underwear putting on lotion. She isn't doing anything to turn me on but it's just the way she' s moving up and down her leg that is really making me wet. She put on deodorant and lays down in the bed. I get dressed and lay next to her. She goes to reach for the remote and I smack her hand.
"Rome what the hell are you doing?"
"I think I'm ready to try again"
"We just had that discussion baby, take your time"
I climb on top of her and kiss her neck. I start nibbling softly on her ear and rubbing up and down her body.
"Stop Tamara, if you're not ready, you're not ready" she says pushing me off away from her.
I pin her hands down to the bed and kiss her passionately. "I'm ready."
I rip off her underwear and take off her bra. She's dripping wet and I can smell the scent of her perfume mixed with the natural scent her body gives off. I'm way past aroused. I get up and put on my strap as she postions herself on the side of the bed with her ass up in the air.
I push her down onto the bed and stand at the bottom of the bed just looking at her.
"Now play with it for daddy" I demand.
"No" she says in her sexy ass voice.
"No?"
"Yep, no kiss my ass" she yells at me.
I climbed onto the bed and began to eat her pussy. She's moaning and yelling my name. You can tell she's been waiting for this for a long time. I don't feel any discomfort and tonight I'm giving her all of me. I climb on top of her slide in. She wet as hell and I love it. She' s grinding her hips and I'm hip rolling to my stroke. She moaning and she wants more. I turn her over and take her from behind. Stroking it hard and shYou love daddy?"
"Yes!" she moans.
"You love daddy?!" I yell as I smack her ass hard as hell.
"Yes I fucking love you daddy , now fuck this pussy!" she screams.
I'm giving it to her hard as hell. The sound of her ass hitting my thighs made me go insane. I turned her ass over and began fucking her like crazy. She was so damn tight my strap had trouble penetrating her. She missed this dick and I know she did. I stroked her pussy for so long she came on my dick twice. She picked me up and sat me on her face. She was grabbing my nipples and licking my clit so fast. Her mouth was wet and warm. I was loving the feeling. I came twice in her mouth. She sucked up every drop of my cum and kept eating. We were in 69 for a while and then I went back to stroking her and then we tribbed. Tonight we were trying everything. After we fucked for what felt like all night but in all actuality was 4 hours we layed ass naked together holding each other as a happily married and sexually active couple.
Chapter 7
December 16 at 4:30 in the morning I'm sitting in my hairdresser's chair and I'm shaking. I'm so nervous. I'm excited, anxious, frightened, and scared. What if Tamara doesn't want to marry me anymore? What if she never wanted to marry me? Did I push her into this? My mom shows up with my dress and my shoes. My aunt arrives at the hotel with my flowers and my jewlery. My bridesmaids and I are ready by 5:00 and on our way to the feild where the cermony will take place. We get there early and take pictures.
"You look so pretty" my sister says to me.
"Thank you love, I'm nervous as hell" I tremble.
"Don't worry love, today is your day, and I've seen you and Tamara together you two are made for each other." she says as she grabs my hand.
"I don't doubt it, but my heart is just heavy. I'm anxious that's all" I say as we pose for another picture.
My mother and I take photos seperate from me and my girls. I love my mother and I'm glad she is finally supportive of my decision. At first it wasn't easy getting her to say I had her blessing but she adjusted to the fact I was marrying a woman. Around 5:45 the cermony began to start. My sisters walked in along with Tamaras groomsmen. They wore short baby pink dresses. They looked beautiful. My father along with Tamara and her groomsmen wore white. When the song started tears instantly began to stroll from my face. I grabbed my fathers hand and we walked down the aisle in a untraditional manner to an untraditional song. I decided to walk down to "Come Close" by Common. We decided on that song forever ago. When I reach the end of the aisle I see my wife standing there in her white and pink. She is in an all white suit, white vest, and baby pink bowtie and hankerchief in her suit pocket. Tory is standing behind her smiling like a child who's watching their favorite television show. The pastor begins the ceremony and we began our vows. We decided to write our own. Tamara begins..
"Christian Ariana Gibson, this past year with you has been one of the best. We've been through a lot together and I've put you through more then a little and I'm sorry. I love you from the bottom of my heart and with every ounce of me along with that. Nothing can break this new bond you and I are starting to create. I pray that you and I make this marriage last a lifetime." I am speechless. All I can do is cry. I can't believe that this is really happening. I am really in a wedding dress, standing in front of a congregation, marrying the love of my life. I clear my throat and I began my vows.
"Tamara Leala Townes you have made me the happiest woman on this planet. You have shown me the kind of the love that no one else ever has. You love me unconditionally and for that I thank you. Your love is pure and genuine like your heart and i pray that I spend the rest of my life with you. From the first time we met until now we have more then a little bit of trials and tribulations but you have stood by me this entire time. You are true godsend and my love for you will never change."
After our vows are exchanged we share our first kiss as a married couple. The sun comes up and Tamara and I walk out of the hall together. We get into the limo and leave the hall in order to prepare for Tory and Eriyns wedding and our combined receptions tonight. We get to the hotel and relax for a while. I layed in her arms majoritiy of the time. The other hours I was on top of her kissing her and telling her how much I loved her. We moved the last of our boxes into the new house and began to unpack until it was time to go to Eriyn's parents house and get dressed. Eriyn and Tory decided to not follow tradition either and are getting dressed and ride together. They don't want to miss a minute of today together.
The wedding was beautiful. All the bridesmaids along with myself wore chocolate and wine. "These colors worked very well on my skin tone I must admit." I said jokingly as we all got dressed. Eriyn's sister was more nervous then anyone. She's a stud deciding to wear a dress for her sister's wedding. She's never worn heels so tonight shold be very comical. "Don't bust ya' ass" Tory's grandmother says and she slides on her gurdle. Eriyn's grandmother is one very funny woman. She makes any situation funny and tonight was the night we needed laughs. Eriyn and Tory took pictures in her father's small vineyard in the backyard and all the bridesmaids and groomsmen took pictures on the balcony of the house. Eriyn's parents have a $600,000 house, for all this land and space they should've got married here.They looked amazing and Tory and Eriyn looked more then happy.
When the ceremony started Tory and Eriyn were already at the end of the dock and the reverend began service. Tory and Eriyn also wrote their own vows and I don't want to sound like a punk but, I dropped a few tears. I'm so happy my bestfriend and my cousin finally made it official. After the ceremony we all climbed into the limo and made our way to the hall. Eryin and I changed into long white dresses. Her dress was strapless and no lace, frills, or thrills. I wore a long gown with no train, thick satin straps, and a lot of cleavage. Tory and Tamara wore white button ups, different colored bowties, jeans, and pradas. Our wives looked good.
We danced with our family and friends and shared our first dance as married couples. We were all going to honeymoon in California and from there go to Las Vegas. The trips were gifts from our grandparents. I can't wait to take this vacation and come back to start a new life with my wife.
"You look so pretty" my sister says to me.
"Thank you love, I'm nervous as hell" I tremble.
"Don't worry love, today is your day, and I've seen you and Tamara together you two are made for each other." she says as she grabs my hand.
"I don't doubt it, but my heart is just heavy. I'm anxious that's all" I say as we pose for another picture.
My mother and I take photos seperate from me and my girls. I love my mother and I'm glad she is finally supportive of my decision. At first it wasn't easy getting her to say I had her blessing but she adjusted to the fact I was marrying a woman. Around 5:45 the cermony began to start. My sisters walked in along with Tamaras groomsmen. They wore short baby pink dresses. They looked beautiful. My father along with Tamara and her groomsmen wore white. When the song started tears instantly began to stroll from my face. I grabbed my fathers hand and we walked down the aisle in a untraditional manner to an untraditional song. I decided to walk down to "Come Close" by Common. We decided on that song forever ago. When I reach the end of the aisle I see my wife standing there in her white and pink. She is in an all white suit, white vest, and baby pink bowtie and hankerchief in her suit pocket. Tory is standing behind her smiling like a child who's watching their favorite television show. The pastor begins the ceremony and we began our vows. We decided to write our own. Tamara begins..
"Christian Ariana Gibson, this past year with you has been one of the best. We've been through a lot together and I've put you through more then a little and I'm sorry. I love you from the bottom of my heart and with every ounce of me along with that. Nothing can break this new bond you and I are starting to create. I pray that you and I make this marriage last a lifetime." I am speechless. All I can do is cry. I can't believe that this is really happening. I am really in a wedding dress, standing in front of a congregation, marrying the love of my life. I clear my throat and I began my vows.
"Tamara Leala Townes you have made me the happiest woman on this planet. You have shown me the kind of the love that no one else ever has. You love me unconditionally and for that I thank you. Your love is pure and genuine like your heart and i pray that I spend the rest of my life with you. From the first time we met until now we have more then a little bit of trials and tribulations but you have stood by me this entire time. You are true godsend and my love for you will never change."
After our vows are exchanged we share our first kiss as a married couple. The sun comes up and Tamara and I walk out of the hall together. We get into the limo and leave the hall in order to prepare for Tory and Eriyns wedding and our combined receptions tonight. We get to the hotel and relax for a while. I layed in her arms majoritiy of the time. The other hours I was on top of her kissing her and telling her how much I loved her. We moved the last of our boxes into the new house and began to unpack until it was time to go to Eriyn's parents house and get dressed. Eriyn and Tory decided to not follow tradition either and are getting dressed and ride together. They don't want to miss a minute of today together.
The wedding was beautiful. All the bridesmaids along with myself wore chocolate and wine. "These colors worked very well on my skin tone I must admit." I said jokingly as we all got dressed. Eriyn's sister was more nervous then anyone. She's a stud deciding to wear a dress for her sister's wedding. She's never worn heels so tonight shold be very comical. "Don't bust ya' ass" Tory's grandmother says and she slides on her gurdle. Eriyn's grandmother is one very funny woman. She makes any situation funny and tonight was the night we needed laughs. Eriyn and Tory took pictures in her father's small vineyard in the backyard and all the bridesmaids and groomsmen took pictures on the balcony of the house. Eriyn's parents have a $600,000 house, for all this land and space they should've got married here.They looked amazing and Tory and Eriyn looked more then happy.
When the ceremony started Tory and Eriyn were already at the end of the dock and the reverend began service. Tory and Eriyn also wrote their own vows and I don't want to sound like a punk but, I dropped a few tears. I'm so happy my bestfriend and my cousin finally made it official. After the ceremony we all climbed into the limo and made our way to the hall. Eryin and I changed into long white dresses. Her dress was strapless and no lace, frills, or thrills. I wore a long gown with no train, thick satin straps, and a lot of cleavage. Tory and Tamara wore white button ups, different colored bowties, jeans, and pradas. Our wives looked good.
We danced with our family and friends and shared our first dance as married couples. We were all going to honeymoon in California and from there go to Las Vegas. The trips were gifts from our grandparents. I can't wait to take this vacation and come back to start a new life with my wife.
Chapter 6
I feel like a real bitch. Every since that shit happened in the apartment that day Christian and I have been staying at Tory and Eriyns. It just doesn't feel right being there. Christian and I haven't had sex in almost 6 weeks. I don't want to deny my girlfriend the right to make love to me, but right now I can't do it. Every night I go to sleep I can see his face. I can feel the burning sensation of his nasty ass dick entering me. I wake up in deep ass night sweats. Crying sometimes like a child that just lost her puppy. I feel like a real bitch. Christian doesn't really know what to do. She just holds me and lays with me until I drift back off to sleep. I swear I don't know what I would do without this girl. It's been really hard for her lately. She doesn't think about it as much. She really tries to ignore the fact that Ashly raped her. It's not as traumatizing because she has had sex with her before, but she really can't believe she forced herself on her. I miss being happy with her. Having nothing messing up our relationship. We don't blame ourselves for what happened we just want to move on from it. We're looking for an another apartment because our old one holds too many bad memories and it still has blood stains in the mattress and carpet. I can't live like that and I refuse for my wife to have like that either. Tory and Eriyn have been more then helpful with trying to make us as comfortable as possible. I love my twin.
"Baby" Christian said as she entered the room.
"What's up?" I said sitting up.
"I talked to our old landlord, there's a townhouse close to the school that's the same price a month as the apartment was." she said to me. She was ecstatic and I was happy right along with her. We went over to the renter's home and signed the paperwork. This was a chance for a new beginning. We had 3 bedrooms, 2 baths, and a basement all for $1100 dollars a month. That's not bad at all. We talked things over with Tory and Eriyn and we decided that maybe they should move in with us. We've been staying with them long enough to know wether or not living together would be a good idea and to be honest, I really enjoy it. Family dinners, date night, movie night, game night, nights full of fun with another happy couple. Last Sunday, we went to church together and had a wonderful time. Christian and Eriyn were really into the sermon but just like twins Tory and I fell asleep. He was talking my head off and we didn't eat breakfast that morning. We drove out to PG to see my mom later on that day and I finally told her about what had happened.
I explained to her that Christian and I did somethings that we aren't proud of and that Ashly and Carlisa are in jail. We have 2 more court dates before a sentencing but they're being charged with a lot. Breaking and entering, trepassing, rape, first and second degree assualt, and theft. I hane no idea what they stole and I honestly don't give a fuck anymore. I'm just glad that they're getting what they deserve. As for the nigga that raped me? Well, his funeral was 2 weeks ago and a lot of people up Coppin were talking about me. I didn't know that he went to our university. I never saw him. Apparently he was a baksetball player and Ashly's brother. I truly don't give a damn about who he was to that bitch and sad to say, I'm kind of glad he's dead. Any man that could rape a woman, or anyone for that matter doesn't deserve to live. My mother couldn't agree with me more. My grandfather raped her when I was younger. He's my brother's father. I know that sounds disgusting but it's the truth. I didn't know my grandfather and honestly I don't want to. I just thank God for my brother everyday. He's fourteen now and suffers from autism. He speaks well and he's very smart, but he has problems communicating with others and expressing his feelings. He lives with my grandparents. My grandmother divorced my grandfather after the whole rape situation and the man she's married to now is a godsend. He's everything my grandmother needs. She's done so much for our family, she deserves a good man.
"Well you know, your grandmother is mad at you right Lela?" my mother says to me. She only calls me Lela when she's trying to get up under my skin. Lela is my nickname from when I was a baby. She said I looked like my aunt Lela who died the week before I was born.
"Why?"
"You and Christian still haven't picked a date."
"Yes we have, December 16
"We're working on the invatations this weekend. We're sending them out the end of October so people have enough time to prepare.
"... and buy us gifts" Eriyn intergected. We all decided on doing the weddings on the same day at different times. Christian and I are getting married in the morning and Tory and Eriyn that night.
"A sunrise wedding?" my mother asked. "That's beautiful, it's about time you two came up with something that wasn't super gay. All them damn rainbows all over the house, and the women kissing on the wall." she said with a chuckle. My mother has to be one of the most supportive parents I know. She's been ok with me being gay since day one.
We left my moms' house around 4:00 and headed back towards the city to look for dresses for Christian and Eriyn. My mother said she would meet us at the dress shop because she had to pick up somethings for the recpetion. She's been more the helpful.
We stopped past Christian's parents house and picked up her mom. Her parents were thrilled about us getting married but they are very happy for us. She has a very religious family and they aren't for the whole Eve is for Eve and Adam for Adam but they're happy for us and they are attending both weddings. All of our families have grown close.
When we finally arrived at the dress store. Christian and Eriyn and their mothers along with my mother and Christian's sisters went to work. They picked out 8 dresses for each girl. Today we would decide on their dresses and the bridemaids color. I know it's a little late but these girls are so indecisive. First it was pink, then lilac, then lily. I'm getting a headache with all these damn colors and I still need to pick a vest.
Tory and I left the dress store early and went to pick out tuxedos. We both know we want to wear white but we have to wait for a phone call to decide on a vest.
"I must I look good in this suit" Tory said fixing her collar.
"You ok, I said making sure I could dance in these tight ass pants.
"Can you believe we're getting married?" Tory asked.
"Hell no, I can't" I said.
"Why?"
"Think about T, we've been getting bitches since high school together. Pulling cards, running game, turning the straighest of the bitches out, and now you and I are getting married."
"True shit, so what you're second thoughts?" Tory asked me.
"Never that, I'm happy with my girl, I love my girlfriend. I just feel like I wish I could do so much more for her. " I said. I began to sound like a real femme at that moment.
"Look, Christian appreciates all that you do for her. She loves you more she loves her damn self. That's a lot of loving. You have to understand that. You know what you want out of life and a lot of that has to do with being with her. " Tory said taking off her coat. She was right if I wanted to be with Christian and really be with her, I have to stop thinking about what I can't do for her and
do my best to provide what I can. I love my wife and on December 16 we are going to make this bond official.
Chapter 5
Tonight if Rome asked me to hit a split on it I would. I am to estatic. I'm getting married to the love of my life and I couldn't be happier. She loves me and I love her. We've had it rough but I knew things would turn out for the better. Tory and Eriyn are in the room next to us so I expect to hear a lot of noise tonight. I'm glad Tory and Eryin have decided to get married. They've been dating for a while and they already fight like a married couple but they're cute together. I don't think Eriyn and I will have a double wedding but I would love to have it like within the same week and honeymoon together. I like Eryin a lot. She's like my bestfriend to be honest. I can't call her a sister because occasionally we do somethings that if someone to was walk in, it would look a little something like insest. If you know what I mean. Eriyn was attractive and to be honest if Rome and I weren't together and Eriyn was single. She would be my girlfriend. The other day when Eriyn and I were in the bedroom things weren't supposed to go like that. I mean we were talking and okay we were half naked but two femmes should be able to talk half naked on a bed right? She was telling me how she and Tory "made love" last night and she began demonstrating on me.
She was on top of me, nuzzling my neck, and grinding. I got wet what can I say? It wasn't cheating. The first time Eriyn and I did anything we were dared to by the two jackasses that are now on their way back from the liquor store. Eriyn and I started looking through wedding books and googling venues. "Girl we're getting married" Eriyn said grinning from ear to ear. "I know girl it's crazy" I said doing the same. I love having someone to look through books with and not have to hear stupid shit like "Girl I wish I was getting married" or "Why hasn't he proposed yet" and these bitches sit and pout. That's not the case now. I got my bestfriend beside helping me and I'm doing the same. Once the girls came back from the liquor store, we had a toast of Mascoto and we went our seperate ways. Eriyn and Tory wasted no time at all. Once we heard the door closed, the knocks started. Thumping and bumping, moaning and screaming, loud R&B and Rap. It was crazy in 1706. Rome and I just relaxed and laid up under each other a while. She kissed my forehead and she climbed on top of me. "I love you baby" I said rubbing her hair. "I love you too baby" she said as she took off her shirt. We kissed for what felt like 25 minutes. Around midnight we were both completely naked laying up under the covers. Covered in sweat and we were heavily breathing. There was a knock at the door. "Who is it?" I asked from under the sheets. "It's me Eriyn" the voice replied. I got up and opened the door with the sheet wrapped around me and Eriyn was standing there in some lingere and Tory was behind her. "What's this" I asked looking confused as shit. Tamara walked up behind me ass naked and began to feel me up. "Let's have some fun tonight baby?" she said with a sexy whisper.
"What you mean" I said.
"We want to share you lovely ladies tonight" Tory said inviting herself and Eriyn into our room.
"What?" I was still fucking confused.
Eriyn began to kiss me as Tory and Tamara sat on the couch of the living room lounge and watched. She began removing her lace underwear and I removed her bra as she bent down to suck on my chest. I could feel the hickies forming.
Tory walked behind Eriyn and knelt down. She began to eat Eriyn from the back as Eryin began to eat me. Tamara who I could clearly see was soak and wet climbed on top of my face and I began to eat. I couldn't believe this was happening. The night I get engaged is the same night I have a foursome with two of the women I'm closest to. This was a night I would never forget. Eryin and I switched places and Tory began to eat Eriyn, as she ate Rome, and I ate Tory. This night was amazing. We did one more switch before we all were hormone enraged lesbians and we needed it. It was no longer a want. Sex was a fucking need at this moment and we all got our share. Tamara and I went into the bathroom and got into the shower. She had her strap on and she began to hit like I had pissed her off. My hair got soaked and my ass was killing me. I think I pulled some of her hair out but eventually after we were all satisfied.
We checked out that Sunday and tomorrow it would time to go back to work. I didn't want to go to work and damn sure didn't want this weekend to end. We got back to our apartment and carried the bags up the stairs. As I went to open the door I saw that it was already unlocked. Baby" I whispered.
"What?" Rome asked walking up the steps.
"The door is unlocked and it's open" I whispered again.
"You wait here" Rome demanded as she opened the door and started to check the house.
I walked in behind her and began to check the house. She checked the kitchen, bathroom, and the closets. Everywhere was empty. I walked into the bedroom and there she stood. Carlisa was standing in the middle of our bedroom wearing a pair of my pajama pants and a bra.
"Baby!" I yelled.
Tamara came into the room and she stood there. Lifeless like she had seen a ghost. What the fuck was she doing in my room? In my house? In my clothes? She really has fucking lost it. Just then Tamara grabbed my arm "Don't move." she said in a stern tone.
Carlisa walked up to Rome and kissed her passionately. I wanted to kill her right then and there but I did as I was told and I didn't move. Carlisa walked up behind me and grabbed me by my hair.
"I don't want her so don't be worried, I didn't want this peice of shit when I first saw her again. I just knew that she had moved on and I wanted to see where her heart was. I guess it's with your stupid ass."
She licked my cheek and kissed the music notes behind my ear. "Stupid bitch" she yelled as she mushed me to the floor. I got back up and went to grab her when I felt a hand grab my hair. "Miss me baby?" a voice said. I look over my head only to see Ashly standing there with my hair entangled in her fingers. She threw me onto the bed and grabbed me by my throat.
"Shut up and listen, you know you miss daddy. You know you miss the way I used to kiss down ya' body and beat ya' pussy out the frame" she said as she kissed my lips. I was so mad I wanted to cry, but I kept cool and tried to get a look at Tamara. She stood angry as Carlisa circled her with a gun in her hand.
"I could let her kill that bitch. You know that right?" she said as she let my throat go.
"I really could" Carlisa said licking her lips at me.
What was going on? I can't understand why this is happening. I could've swore that these bitches were happy with one another and I just wanted to be left alone. Carlisa sat Tamara in a chair and sat on her lap with her ass facing me. She began to grind on her. She put the gun to her Tamaras head.
"Daddy, what you think I should do?" Carlisa asked Ashly.
"Put the damn gun down" Ashly demanded. "How much do you love your girl?" she asked me in a mocking tone. I began to crying. I didn't know what was going on and I'm scared more for my fiance then anything.
"How much do you love this bitch?!" she yelled.
"A lot" I said through tears.
"I thought so bitch".
Ashly ordered Carlisa to tie Tamara to the chair and sit her at the edge of the bed. She did as she was told as Ashly began to undress me. Carlisa sat her gun on the desk in our room and she kissed Rome once more. Rome was fighting to get out of the capture she was in. She was beyond livid and she was ready to kill. I kept crying. I knew what was about to happen. Ashly smacked Rome in the face and taped her mouth shut. Ashly left the room for a few minutes while Carlisa began to fondle my chest and kiss my neck. I just stared at my soon to be wife and I kept crying.
When Ashly returned to the room she had a man with her. Who is this guy? Ashly untied Tamara and threw her on the bed. She held my hand.
"Aww isn't that cute, you bitches are to cute" Carlisa said.
Ashly climbed on top of me and she slid her strap into my slowly. I gripped Tamaras hand tight. "I'm so sorry Christian." she started to cry.
"It's not your fault baby." I cried.
"Shut the fuck up!, Damn you bitches are sickening!" Carlisa yelled.
The man climbed on top of Tamara and began to take off her clothes. He began to kiss down her chest and he ripped her bra. Tamara was kicking and screaming, she smacked him, bit him, everything she could to get him off of her. All the while, Ashly was still penetrating me. I wanted to throw up. "Damn you tight girl" she said. I grabbed my phone and called the police. After fifteen minutes of fighting and bloody brawl the police and ambulance arrived. A woman escorted us out of the bedroom and she gave us blankets to cover ourselves up. Three stretchers came into our home but only two left. One of our three attackers were dead.
She was on top of me, nuzzling my neck, and grinding. I got wet what can I say? It wasn't cheating. The first time Eriyn and I did anything we were dared to by the two jackasses that are now on their way back from the liquor store. Eriyn and I started looking through wedding books and googling venues. "Girl we're getting married" Eriyn said grinning from ear to ear. "I know girl it's crazy" I said doing the same. I love having someone to look through books with and not have to hear stupid shit like "Girl I wish I was getting married" or "Why hasn't he proposed yet" and these bitches sit and pout. That's not the case now. I got my bestfriend beside helping me and I'm doing the same. Once the girls came back from the liquor store, we had a toast of Mascoto and we went our seperate ways. Eriyn and Tory wasted no time at all. Once we heard the door closed, the knocks started. Thumping and bumping, moaning and screaming, loud R&B and Rap. It was crazy in 1706. Rome and I just relaxed and laid up under each other a while. She kissed my forehead and she climbed on top of me. "I love you baby" I said rubbing her hair. "I love you too baby" she said as she took off her shirt. We kissed for what felt like 25 minutes. Around midnight we were both completely naked laying up under the covers. Covered in sweat and we were heavily breathing. There was a knock at the door. "Who is it?" I asked from under the sheets. "It's me Eriyn" the voice replied. I got up and opened the door with the sheet wrapped around me and Eriyn was standing there in some lingere and Tory was behind her. "What's this" I asked looking confused as shit. Tamara walked up behind me ass naked and began to feel me up. "Let's have some fun tonight baby?" she said with a sexy whisper.
"What you mean" I said.
"We want to share you lovely ladies tonight" Tory said inviting herself and Eriyn into our room.
"What?" I was still fucking confused.
Eriyn began to kiss me as Tory and Tamara sat on the couch of the living room lounge and watched. She began removing her lace underwear and I removed her bra as she bent down to suck on my chest. I could feel the hickies forming.
Tory walked behind Eriyn and knelt down. She began to eat Eriyn from the back as Eryin began to eat me. Tamara who I could clearly see was soak and wet climbed on top of my face and I began to eat. I couldn't believe this was happening. The night I get engaged is the same night I have a foursome with two of the women I'm closest to. This was a night I would never forget. Eryin and I switched places and Tory began to eat Eriyn, as she ate Rome, and I ate Tory. This night was amazing. We did one more switch before we all were hormone enraged lesbians and we needed it. It was no longer a want. Sex was a fucking need at this moment and we all got our share. Tamara and I went into the bathroom and got into the shower. She had her strap on and she began to hit like I had pissed her off. My hair got soaked and my ass was killing me. I think I pulled some of her hair out but eventually after we were all satisfied.
We checked out that Sunday and tomorrow it would time to go back to work. I didn't want to go to work and damn sure didn't want this weekend to end. We got back to our apartment and carried the bags up the stairs. As I went to open the door I saw that it was already unlocked. Baby" I whispered.
"What?" Rome asked walking up the steps.
"The door is unlocked and it's open" I whispered again.
"You wait here" Rome demanded as she opened the door and started to check the house.
I walked in behind her and began to check the house. She checked the kitchen, bathroom, and the closets. Everywhere was empty. I walked into the bedroom and there she stood. Carlisa was standing in the middle of our bedroom wearing a pair of my pajama pants and a bra.
"Baby!" I yelled.
Tamara came into the room and she stood there. Lifeless like she had seen a ghost. What the fuck was she doing in my room? In my house? In my clothes? She really has fucking lost it. Just then Tamara grabbed my arm "Don't move." she said in a stern tone.
Carlisa walked up to Rome and kissed her passionately. I wanted to kill her right then and there but I did as I was told and I didn't move. Carlisa walked up behind me and grabbed me by my hair.
"I don't want her so don't be worried, I didn't want this peice of shit when I first saw her again. I just knew that she had moved on and I wanted to see where her heart was. I guess it's with your stupid ass."
She licked my cheek and kissed the music notes behind my ear. "Stupid bitch" she yelled as she mushed me to the floor. I got back up and went to grab her when I felt a hand grab my hair. "Miss me baby?" a voice said. I look over my head only to see Ashly standing there with my hair entangled in her fingers. She threw me onto the bed and grabbed me by my throat.
"Shut up and listen, you know you miss daddy. You know you miss the way I used to kiss down ya' body and beat ya' pussy out the frame" she said as she kissed my lips. I was so mad I wanted to cry, but I kept cool and tried to get a look at Tamara. She stood angry as Carlisa circled her with a gun in her hand.
"I could let her kill that bitch. You know that right?" she said as she let my throat go.
"I really could" Carlisa said licking her lips at me.
What was going on? I can't understand why this is happening. I could've swore that these bitches were happy with one another and I just wanted to be left alone. Carlisa sat Tamara in a chair and sat on her lap with her ass facing me. She began to grind on her. She put the gun to her Tamaras head.
"Daddy, what you think I should do?" Carlisa asked Ashly.
"Put the damn gun down" Ashly demanded. "How much do you love your girl?" she asked me in a mocking tone. I began to crying. I didn't know what was going on and I'm scared more for my fiance then anything.
"How much do you love this bitch?!" she yelled.
"A lot" I said through tears.
"I thought so bitch".
Ashly ordered Carlisa to tie Tamara to the chair and sit her at the edge of the bed. She did as she was told as Ashly began to undress me. Carlisa sat her gun on the desk in our room and she kissed Rome once more. Rome was fighting to get out of the capture she was in. She was beyond livid and she was ready to kill. I kept crying. I knew what was about to happen. Ashly smacked Rome in the face and taped her mouth shut. Ashly left the room for a few minutes while Carlisa began to fondle my chest and kiss my neck. I just stared at my soon to be wife and I kept crying.
When Ashly returned to the room she had a man with her. Who is this guy? Ashly untied Tamara and threw her on the bed. She held my hand.
"Aww isn't that cute, you bitches are to cute" Carlisa said.
Ashly climbed on top of me and she slid her strap into my slowly. I gripped Tamaras hand tight. "I'm so sorry Christian." she started to cry.
"It's not your fault baby." I cried.
"Shut the fuck up!, Damn you bitches are sickening!" Carlisa yelled.
The man climbed on top of Tamara and began to take off her clothes. He began to kiss down her chest and he ripped her bra. Tamara was kicking and screaming, she smacked him, bit him, everything she could to get him off of her. All the while, Ashly was still penetrating me. I wanted to throw up. "Damn you tight girl" she said. I grabbed my phone and called the police. After fifteen minutes of fighting and bloody brawl the police and ambulance arrived. A woman escorted us out of the bedroom and she gave us blankets to cover ourselves up. Three stretchers came into our home but only two left. One of our three attackers were dead.
Chapter 4
We showered together and she sat between my legs while i brushed her hair. When we finished making the bed, we climbed into it and i held her. Normally, she would have her arm around me, but she needed this love tonight.
Saturday morning I woke up early and made Christian breakfast. Tory and her girlfriend had stayed over the night before so we decided this morning the studs would make the femmes breakfast. Tory and I both dressed in black hooping shorts, black sports bra, white ankle socks, and a ponytail began breakfast. Tory and I are a lot alike. We dress the same, act the same, like the same kind of girls, and major in the same study. She's my twin. She's lightskin, ponytail, tall, a shit load tattoos, and a tounge ring. The only thing that seperates us in looks is that her lips are bigger, she has dreads, and her eyes are brown. We met freshman year of high school down in Houston and tenth grade year she moved to Maryland. I didn't know Tory and Christian were cousins until I came up here for a open house at Coppin. Even then, I hadn't met Christian until that day I bumped into her. Since then, me, Tory, Christian, and Tory's girlfriend Eriyn have been inseperable. "We must really like these girls if we making breakfast." Tory said cutting up onions for the omelettes. "If Eriyn did what Christian did last night you wouldn't mind making breakfast" I said imitating my stroke I put on my girlfriend last night. "Oh I'm not complaining" Tory said.
"Last night Eriyn hit a split on my strap and I damn near lost it.
"It's like that" Eriyn said coming out of the guest room in Tory's hooping shorts and a bra. I have to admit Eriyn is a pretty girl. She's a redbone like Christian, thick, big lips, and a lot of tattoos. "And who are you to be telling her what we did last night?" she asked Tory before kissing Tory. "Where's Christian?" Eriyn asked. We have a big day of shopping ahead of us.
"She's in the room making the bed" I said.
I'm going to go help her" Eriyn volunteered. She kissed Tory once more and made her way into Christian and I's bedroom.
"I wonder what they do when we're not around?" I asked Tory as she began buttering the pan.
"Femme shit probably, talking about sex, shoes, and weave." she replied as she began cooking.
After breakfast was ready Tory and I made the table and called the girls into the dining room. They didn't answer and the first thing I thought was maybe the door was closed and they couldn't hear us.
Tory tried calling them yet again and still no answer.
"Chris !" I yelled. I know she hears me. Tory and I go back to the room and Eriyn and Christian are kissing on the bed. Eriyn is on top of Christian naked, and Christian still has on her boyshorts. They're naked and kissing heavy. Grinding hard and giving hickies. Tory and I were so turned we just let breakfast get cold. Tory yanked Eriyn off of Christian and threw her on the floor. She took off her shorts and began to eat her out. I ripped Christian's underwear off and ate her until she came all over my mouth. When we were done our quickies for the morning, we all showered and got dressed. We ate breakfast of course, that shit wasn't going to waste. All of us went to the outlets out Hagerstown and we blew money! As long as our ladies are happy we're happy. Tory and I took the ladies out to dinner that night. Tory and Eriyn wore black and white, and Christian and I wore teal and black. We sat across from our lovely ladies. Eriyn could not stop smiling, she stared Tory in her eyes majority of the night. Christian and I just exchanged smiles majority of dinner and I knew tonight was the night I was going to propose.
I looked at Tory and Tory nodded at me letting me know that this was right time to do it. I walked over to her and began to rub her shoulders, I kissed her behind her ear and told her I loved her. She kissed me and that's when it happened. I knelt down on on knee and pulled out the ring. "Christian I love you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you." she began tearing up. "I want to be with you through it all, all of the good and bad, I want you to be the mother of my children, and the woman I wake up to for the rest of my life." I said fighting tears. I was nervous waiting for an answer. She kissed me softly and she was shaking. "Yes baby I want to marry you." she said crying tears of joy. She was still shaking as I slid the ring on. "Why haven't you proposed yet?" Eriyn teased as she hit Tory in the arm softly.
Tory got up from the table and kissed Eriyn passionately and while Eriyn went to reach for the back of head she slid a ring onto her finger. "Deny me the right to love you, I dare you." Tory told Eriyn as she kissed her again. Eriyn jumped on Christian "I'm getting married bitch!" she yelled loudly with so much excitment everyone in the restaurant began to cheer. "Girl stop you're too happy" I said trying to stop laughing so hard. Tory and I hugged and congratulated one another on our engagements. Tonight we were taking the ladies to the Renaissance Hotel downtown and make the rest of the night about ourselves and not them. I feel like we've done enough for our women today. Don't you agree?
Saturday morning I woke up early and made Christian breakfast. Tory and her girlfriend had stayed over the night before so we decided this morning the studs would make the femmes breakfast. Tory and I both dressed in black hooping shorts, black sports bra, white ankle socks, and a ponytail began breakfast. Tory and I are a lot alike. We dress the same, act the same, like the same kind of girls, and major in the same study. She's my twin. She's lightskin, ponytail, tall, a shit load tattoos, and a tounge ring. The only thing that seperates us in looks is that her lips are bigger, she has dreads, and her eyes are brown. We met freshman year of high school down in Houston and tenth grade year she moved to Maryland. I didn't know Tory and Christian were cousins until I came up here for a open house at Coppin. Even then, I hadn't met Christian until that day I bumped into her. Since then, me, Tory, Christian, and Tory's girlfriend Eriyn have been inseperable. "We must really like these girls if we making breakfast." Tory said cutting up onions for the omelettes. "If Eriyn did what Christian did last night you wouldn't mind making breakfast" I said imitating my stroke I put on my girlfriend last night. "Oh I'm not complaining" Tory said.
"Last night Eriyn hit a split on my strap and I damn near lost it.
"It's like that" Eriyn said coming out of the guest room in Tory's hooping shorts and a bra. I have to admit Eriyn is a pretty girl. She's a redbone like Christian, thick, big lips, and a lot of tattoos. "And who are you to be telling her what we did last night?" she asked Tory before kissing Tory. "Where's Christian?" Eriyn asked. We have a big day of shopping ahead of us.
"She's in the room making the bed" I said.
I'm going to go help her" Eriyn volunteered. She kissed Tory once more and made her way into Christian and I's bedroom.
"I wonder what they do when we're not around?" I asked Tory as she began buttering the pan.
"Femme shit probably, talking about sex, shoes, and weave." she replied as she began cooking.
After breakfast was ready Tory and I made the table and called the girls into the dining room. They didn't answer and the first thing I thought was maybe the door was closed and they couldn't hear us.
Tory tried calling them yet again and still no answer.
"Chris !" I yelled. I know she hears me. Tory and I go back to the room and Eriyn and Christian are kissing on the bed. Eriyn is on top of Christian naked, and Christian still has on her boyshorts. They're naked and kissing heavy. Grinding hard and giving hickies. Tory and I were so turned we just let breakfast get cold. Tory yanked Eriyn off of Christian and threw her on the floor. She took off her shorts and began to eat her out. I ripped Christian's underwear off and ate her until she came all over my mouth. When we were done our quickies for the morning, we all showered and got dressed. We ate breakfast of course, that shit wasn't going to waste. All of us went to the outlets out Hagerstown and we blew money! As long as our ladies are happy we're happy. Tory and I took the ladies out to dinner that night. Tory and Eriyn wore black and white, and Christian and I wore teal and black. We sat across from our lovely ladies. Eriyn could not stop smiling, she stared Tory in her eyes majority of the night. Christian and I just exchanged smiles majority of dinner and I knew tonight was the night I was going to propose.
I looked at Tory and Tory nodded at me letting me know that this was right time to do it. I walked over to her and began to rub her shoulders, I kissed her behind her ear and told her I loved her. She kissed me and that's when it happened. I knelt down on on knee and pulled out the ring. "Christian I love you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you." she began tearing up. "I want to be with you through it all, all of the good and bad, I want you to be the mother of my children, and the woman I wake up to for the rest of my life." I said fighting tears. I was nervous waiting for an answer. She kissed me softly and she was shaking. "Yes baby I want to marry you." she said crying tears of joy. She was still shaking as I slid the ring on. "Why haven't you proposed yet?" Eriyn teased as she hit Tory in the arm softly.
Tory got up from the table and kissed Eriyn passionately and while Eriyn went to reach for the back of head she slid a ring onto her finger. "Deny me the right to love you, I dare you." Tory told Eriyn as she kissed her again. Eriyn jumped on Christian "I'm getting married bitch!" she yelled loudly with so much excitment everyone in the restaurant began to cheer. "Girl stop you're too happy" I said trying to stop laughing so hard. Tory and I hugged and congratulated one another on our engagements. Tonight we were taking the ladies to the Renaissance Hotel downtown and make the rest of the night about ourselves and not them. I feel like we've done enough for our women today. Don't you agree?
Chapter 3
Last night was rough I must admit. This past week has been difficult to be completly honest with you. Rome and Carlisa were just too close. I saw Carlisa grab her by the waist, follow her into the bathroom, kiss her cheek, I saw it all. That's what hurts the most knowing that my girlfriend would rather be with her then me. I don't want to lose Tamara, but I have no idea if she really wants to stay. She's told me about every experience with an ex but this time things are different. She never said anything about the kiss on the cheek, or her following her into the bathroom. I don't understand it. Why keep things from me now? On top of all this bullshit, she doesn't even do the things she used to do. Tamara has changed and I don't like it. I'm going to pick up a rental book on the way home from work and look for an apartment because I have a feeling Rome and I won't be together much longer.
I got out of class like 12:15 so I went to work a little early. It's not hard being a nursing assistant I just despise these long ass work days. Rome came past my job on my lunch break and bought me dinner. We sat outside, ate and tried to talk about the situation.
"You've changed Rome." I said trying so hard not to cry. I hate talking about this with her. I don't like being upset, nor do I like upsetting others, but I don't want her staying in this relationship if she's not happy. "You really have changed, I'm not asking for consistency baby, I don't want things to be the same but everything about us is failing. I don't know if you want to be with me anymore, and I'm honestly worried about you leaving me. I would rather you break up with me then to stay and not love me at all."
All she could do was cry. She shook her head and got up from the table, walked over to me kissed my forehead, and got into her car to drive off. I cried so hard at work, my supervisor let me go home early. I took a shower and slept on the couch. I could tell that we were going to be over before the week let out.
The next couple of days were rough. We didn't speak at all. I made dinner for the both of us but we would eat in different parts of the apartment. I would eat at the table she'd sit on the counter and eat. I'd eat in the bedroom, she eat at the table. It was really hard being like this with her. School wasn't any different. We'd leave the house, go to classes, go to work, come home, and go our seperate ways. We didn't kiss, hardly spoke to one another, and I've been sleeping on the couch for the past week and a half. I didn't know how long this would continue but I hate this, and I really want this shit to end. Regardless of if we stayed together or not, I just wanted this pain to come to a permenant halt.
Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into a month. Rome started staying over Tory's house so a lot of the time I would come home to an empty apartment. I hated it. The place that was once filled with our laughs, and silly debates about what to watch turned into complete silence. The loudest noise now of days was me unlocking the door.
Just when I thought all my problems were in complete and plain sight, Carlisa comes to me one day after Pyschology class. I knew that she had nothing else better to do but to make my damn day miserable. "Hey girl !" Carlisa yelled as she walked across the grass to meet me. She wore this small ass skirt, a black belly shirt, and some red heels. I had to admit she was pretty. "Hey girl, how have you been?" she asked knowing damn well she didn't care.
"I'm ok, I can't really complain, how are you?" I asked.
"I'm good love. I really think I've found someone really worth my time" she said with a big ass smile that poked her lip ring damn near out of her face. Was she talking about Rome? I knew it! I told you this shit would happen. I was dumb ass hell thinking that Rome wasn't going to go back to her.
"Oh, don't worry your head baby girl, it's not Tamara" she said completly making my heart a lot less heavy. "Her name is Ashly and I swear she has to be the best thing that has come into my life since foodstamps." she said jokingly but in a manner you knew this girl was serious. Foodstamps? Really? It didn't register that the Ashly she was speaking of my ex girlfriend until Ashly began walking towards the bench we were sitting on.
"Hey baby" Ashly said kissing Carlisa on the lips.
"Hey daddy, I missed your cute ass all day" Carlisa said in between kisses. "Baby this is Christian. She's in my Psychology class."
"I know Christian" Ashly said in a sure tone. "How have you been?" she asked as if she knew she was intimadating me. I reached into my bag and pulled out my heels, I had changed my shoes earlier because Angie was supposed to wear a pair with me but she had left them in her car. As I slid my sandal off, and put my taupe colored heel on I spoke. "I'm great Ashly, I see you're doing well." Her face dropped. I never worn heels when we were together, nor did I carry a purse. She was in awe for a moment. "Well I guess I'll see you lovebirds later" I said as I switched away. It wasn't to make either jealous it was just to reassure Carlisa that Rome was happy despite our issues because I know she knows we're not on good terms, and to reassure Ashly that I didn't want her, nor did I need her in my life anymore.
I went to work after class feeling somewhat heart heavy. Rome would bring me dinner every night even though we weren't on good terms, but she wouldn't be home when I got there. Tonight when I got to work Tory and Rome were sitting on the trunk of Rome's car smoking a blunt. She doesn't smoke unless she's really stressing.
"Hey" Tory said as she gave me a hug.
"Hey T" I said hugging her back.
"Hey Rome" I said opening my arms for a hug. She spread her legs and I walked in between her and hugged her. She kissed me so passionately I damn near fell over. We haven't kissed in almost a month and a half. That kiss felt so good. She slid her tounge in my mouth and all I could taste was kush. I was so turned on. She handed me my dinner and told me she'd be home when I got off and we were going to talk when I got home. She kissed me again and went back to smoking her blunt. Tory and her finished smoking and climbed in the car. I watch them pull off from the office window. Work was rough that night. Every minute seemed like an hour, and every hour felt like a year. I wanted to get off work so bad. Tonight I got off at 9:30. I got in the car, turned on my Trey Songz cd and drove 65 all the way home. When I got in the house Rome was in the shower. She was bumpin' Boosie so damn loud I know she didn't hear me come in. She put on her boxers and sports bra, and I climbed in the shower. When I got out, I put on some lotion, a little perfume, a pair of shorts, and a bra.
We sat on the bed indian style and looked at each other. She opened her mouth to speak, but she just began to cry. "Baby, I never meant to hurt you. I never in my life meant to make you cry as hard as you did. You mean the world to me baby, my mother was telling me the other day if I lose you I'm not going to find someone who loves me half as much as you do. She's right. I mean every day I didn't wake up to you was like a hit in the face and a stab to my chest. I wasn't here to hold you baby and I'm sorry. All that shit between me and Carlisa was never intentional and I damn sure didn't mean to make you feel like I wasn't interested in you anymore. I don't give a fuck about any other girl. I care about you. I like everything about you.." she said grabbing my hand. ".. you're beautiful. Your hair, your eyes, your smile, your everything is just attractive. You make me the happiest female in the universe when we're together. Please Christian don't take that from me."
I wiped her eyes and I let her know I wasn't going anywhere. She stopped crying and I started crying. "Tamara, baby, I was never going anywhere. I thought you were unhappy with me. I didn't think you wanted to be together anymore. You know I love you baby. I love you with every ounce of my being. Don't ever think I don't love you." I said sobbing and trying to wipe my eyes, but the tears kept flowing. I got up from the bed and went into the bathroom to wipe my face. She walked up behind me and kissed my shoulder. "I love you." she whispered to me. I smiled. "I love you too baby." I said making sure she knew I was serious. Her and I went back into the bedroom and she laid me down on the bed. She slid my shorts off and began to eat me out. She put my whole pussy in her mouth and she began to suck on my clit with her tounge fucking my hole. I was dripping wet because she was sucking so loud I couldn't hear my moans. She began to kiss up my body and she took her shorts off. She already had her strap on. She placed herself on top of me and slid into my vagina. She stroked slow and deep making sure I felt every part of her penetration. She kissed me and sucked on my neck as she made sweet love to me. I then placed her on my face and ate her pussy so slow. I rubbed on her clit with my fingers and tounge fucked her hole. She was grinding and hip rolling on my tongue, grabbing the wall and moaning. "Damn baby" she moaned as she began cumming. Her juices tasted so good. She then put her strap back on a slid back into me. She turned me over and began to stroke me hard and fast. I could feel her in back rubbing against my spine. This night was the night that love making was null and void. She was fucking me and I was loving it. As I climaxed upon the wet rubber from it being covered in my juices we smiled at one another and kissed. It wasn't the verification I was looking for but it was however verification that I have a girlfriend who loves me more than I could ever love myself.
I got out of class like 12:15 so I went to work a little early. It's not hard being a nursing assistant I just despise these long ass work days. Rome came past my job on my lunch break and bought me dinner. We sat outside, ate and tried to talk about the situation.
"You've changed Rome." I said trying so hard not to cry. I hate talking about this with her. I don't like being upset, nor do I like upsetting others, but I don't want her staying in this relationship if she's not happy. "You really have changed, I'm not asking for consistency baby, I don't want things to be the same but everything about us is failing. I don't know if you want to be with me anymore, and I'm honestly worried about you leaving me. I would rather you break up with me then to stay and not love me at all."
All she could do was cry. She shook her head and got up from the table, walked over to me kissed my forehead, and got into her car to drive off. I cried so hard at work, my supervisor let me go home early. I took a shower and slept on the couch. I could tell that we were going to be over before the week let out.
The next couple of days were rough. We didn't speak at all. I made dinner for the both of us but we would eat in different parts of the apartment. I would eat at the table she'd sit on the counter and eat. I'd eat in the bedroom, she eat at the table. It was really hard being like this with her. School wasn't any different. We'd leave the house, go to classes, go to work, come home, and go our seperate ways. We didn't kiss, hardly spoke to one another, and I've been sleeping on the couch for the past week and a half. I didn't know how long this would continue but I hate this, and I really want this shit to end. Regardless of if we stayed together or not, I just wanted this pain to come to a permenant halt.
Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into a month. Rome started staying over Tory's house so a lot of the time I would come home to an empty apartment. I hated it. The place that was once filled with our laughs, and silly debates about what to watch turned into complete silence. The loudest noise now of days was me unlocking the door.
Just when I thought all my problems were in complete and plain sight, Carlisa comes to me one day after Pyschology class. I knew that she had nothing else better to do but to make my damn day miserable. "Hey girl !" Carlisa yelled as she walked across the grass to meet me. She wore this small ass skirt, a black belly shirt, and some red heels. I had to admit she was pretty. "Hey girl, how have you been?" she asked knowing damn well she didn't care.
"I'm ok, I can't really complain, how are you?" I asked.
"I'm good love. I really think I've found someone really worth my time" she said with a big ass smile that poked her lip ring damn near out of her face. Was she talking about Rome? I knew it! I told you this shit would happen. I was dumb ass hell thinking that Rome wasn't going to go back to her.
"Oh, don't worry your head baby girl, it's not Tamara" she said completly making my heart a lot less heavy. "Her name is Ashly and I swear she has to be the best thing that has come into my life since foodstamps." she said jokingly but in a manner you knew this girl was serious. Foodstamps? Really? It didn't register that the Ashly she was speaking of my ex girlfriend until Ashly began walking towards the bench we were sitting on.
"Hey baby" Ashly said kissing Carlisa on the lips.
"Hey daddy, I missed your cute ass all day" Carlisa said in between kisses. "Baby this is Christian. She's in my Psychology class."
"I know Christian" Ashly said in a sure tone. "How have you been?" she asked as if she knew she was intimadating me. I reached into my bag and pulled out my heels, I had changed my shoes earlier because Angie was supposed to wear a pair with me but she had left them in her car. As I slid my sandal off, and put my taupe colored heel on I spoke. "I'm great Ashly, I see you're doing well." Her face dropped. I never worn heels when we were together, nor did I carry a purse. She was in awe for a moment. "Well I guess I'll see you lovebirds later" I said as I switched away. It wasn't to make either jealous it was just to reassure Carlisa that Rome was happy despite our issues because I know she knows we're not on good terms, and to reassure Ashly that I didn't want her, nor did I need her in my life anymore.
I went to work after class feeling somewhat heart heavy. Rome would bring me dinner every night even though we weren't on good terms, but she wouldn't be home when I got there. Tonight when I got to work Tory and Rome were sitting on the trunk of Rome's car smoking a blunt. She doesn't smoke unless she's really stressing.
"Hey" Tory said as she gave me a hug.
"Hey T" I said hugging her back.
"Hey Rome" I said opening my arms for a hug. She spread her legs and I walked in between her and hugged her. She kissed me so passionately I damn near fell over. We haven't kissed in almost a month and a half. That kiss felt so good. She slid her tounge in my mouth and all I could taste was kush. I was so turned on. She handed me my dinner and told me she'd be home when I got off and we were going to talk when I got home. She kissed me again and went back to smoking her blunt. Tory and her finished smoking and climbed in the car. I watch them pull off from the office window. Work was rough that night. Every minute seemed like an hour, and every hour felt like a year. I wanted to get off work so bad. Tonight I got off at 9:30. I got in the car, turned on my Trey Songz cd and drove 65 all the way home. When I got in the house Rome was in the shower. She was bumpin' Boosie so damn loud I know she didn't hear me come in. She put on her boxers and sports bra, and I climbed in the shower. When I got out, I put on some lotion, a little perfume, a pair of shorts, and a bra.
We sat on the bed indian style and looked at each other. She opened her mouth to speak, but she just began to cry. "Baby, I never meant to hurt you. I never in my life meant to make you cry as hard as you did. You mean the world to me baby, my mother was telling me the other day if I lose you I'm not going to find someone who loves me half as much as you do. She's right. I mean every day I didn't wake up to you was like a hit in the face and a stab to my chest. I wasn't here to hold you baby and I'm sorry. All that shit between me and Carlisa was never intentional and I damn sure didn't mean to make you feel like I wasn't interested in you anymore. I don't give a fuck about any other girl. I care about you. I like everything about you.." she said grabbing my hand. ".. you're beautiful. Your hair, your eyes, your smile, your everything is just attractive. You make me the happiest female in the universe when we're together. Please Christian don't take that from me."
I wiped her eyes and I let her know I wasn't going anywhere. She stopped crying and I started crying. "Tamara, baby, I was never going anywhere. I thought you were unhappy with me. I didn't think you wanted to be together anymore. You know I love you baby. I love you with every ounce of my being. Don't ever think I don't love you." I said sobbing and trying to wipe my eyes, but the tears kept flowing. I got up from the bed and went into the bathroom to wipe my face. She walked up behind me and kissed my shoulder. "I love you." she whispered to me. I smiled. "I love you too baby." I said making sure she knew I was serious. Her and I went back into the bedroom and she laid me down on the bed. She slid my shorts off and began to eat me out. She put my whole pussy in her mouth and she began to suck on my clit with her tounge fucking my hole. I was dripping wet because she was sucking so loud I couldn't hear my moans. She began to kiss up my body and she took her shorts off. She already had her strap on. She placed herself on top of me and slid into my vagina. She stroked slow and deep making sure I felt every part of her penetration. She kissed me and sucked on my neck as she made sweet love to me. I then placed her on my face and ate her pussy so slow. I rubbed on her clit with my fingers and tounge fucked her hole. She was grinding and hip rolling on my tongue, grabbing the wall and moaning. "Damn baby" she moaned as she began cumming. Her juices tasted so good. She then put her strap back on a slid back into me. She turned me over and began to stroke me hard and fast. I could feel her in back rubbing against my spine. This night was the night that love making was null and void. She was fucking me and I was loving it. As I climaxed upon the wet rubber from it being covered in my juices we smiled at one another and kissed. It wasn't the verification I was looking for but it was however verification that I have a girlfriend who loves me more than I could ever love myself.
Tamara Chapter 1
First class of the day and all I can do it sit anxiously waiting to see who in this class I know. As the class begins I see a lot of familiar faces. Tammy, Charolette, Tiff, and Quay and Angie all sit in the same row as me and we conversed. Thank God ! Switching classes was the best thing that could've ever happened to me. I hated being in a course and not knowing anyone but all my loves were in here so I was good. "Where the hell is our instructor?" I asked. Just as the thought left my mouth our professor walked in. It was an easy day to be honest, we looked over the course syllabus, list of books and supplies, and our lab schedule. Once class let out Tiff, Quay, and myself were walking back to the dorms when a gorgeous ass stud stopped me. She was around 5'10, light skin, deep blue eyes, and jet black wavy hair that was pulled back into a ponytail. I was mesmorized by her sexy pink lips and gleaming tongue ring as she parted her lips to ask me "Do you know where Daley Hall is?" When I came out of that trance I was in, I explained to her that we were on our way back to the dormatories and that she could walk with us. As we walked back to the dorms we started to converse. Her name was Tamara but everyone called her "Rome". She was part Native America, Italian, and Australian. To an everyday Baltimorian she looked like a redbone. Her hair was long and pretty and her eye color was common in her family. As we walked I told her about life here at Coppin and stayed with her while she got her housing taken care of. She got her room assignment and I helped her take some totes, boxes, and bags up to her room. We were on the same floor but on opposite sides. I told her after she had got unpacked we were going up to the mall to get lunch. Around 4, we met back up and headed to our last class of the day. It wasn't until we got to English and sat down that we realized we had the same class. Rome was smart. She knew everything about Skakespeare and eighteenth century sonnets. Damn cute and smart ?, she reads "I have a girlfriend" all over. After our last class we went to the cafe and had dinner. After dinner we walked up to the fountain to talk for a while. "So where you from" Rome asked. "Baltimore" I said as I swung my legs to the on the campus music. "You?", "Houston" she said as she gently bobbed her head to the same tune. After a while we got up and walked back to the dorms. Halfway to to Daley she grabbed my hand. "You're funny" I said as I smiled. "What?" she asked.
"Is this your way of flirting?"
"It is if it's working" Rome said in a flirtatious tone.
I just blushed and went along with it. When we finally reached Daley's fifth floor we hugged and parted our seperate ways. Around 10:30 there was a knock at my door. I got up and went to the door, checked through the peephole and there Rome was. I opened the door and there she stood. Black sports bra with a tattoo that said "Faith" right above her left breast, a pair of polo pajama pants that showed the dragon tattoo on her side so perfectly, and some black ankle socks. "I just came to say goodnight". "Thank you Rome goodnight to you too love" I said beginning the close the door. "Wait" she said using her foot as a block, "We never exchanged numbers". I let her into my room and grabbed my phone. We exchanged numbers and hugged once more and she went back to her room. That night, we had texted for a while and then I dozed off.
My alarm went off around 7 that morning. I got up and got dressed. On Saturdays, I go walk around the track for a while. Normally 4 or 5 laps which is like a mile. Just as I began my second lap, someone came up behind me and grabbed my waist. "Ya momma know you got ya butt all out in them leggings?" Rome asked me. "What butt?" I said jokingly. "You a got a little something back there." Rome said as she joined me for my walk this time, she was walking next to me. We walked and talked for a while. We were talking for so long that we hadn't noticed we already walked 8 laps. We made plans to go downtown later on that day with some friends. I went back to my room, showered, got dressed, unwrapped my hair, and through some eyeliner and mascara. That's an everyday look for me. To me, that's my face full of makeup. We watched the street performers, got some Ritas, went to Hooters with some friends, and basically really made a day of our time down the harbor. You could tell Rome was enjoying herself. As we were walking back to the subway station Rome and I started talking about the differences in our hometowns. She said that Houston wasn't so cultured and there wasn't a lot of art. I explained to her what Harborplace really was, one BIG melting pot of people, art, and ideas. When we got back to campus and back upstairs Rome stopped me just as I was on my way to my room. "Come watch a movie with me" she said. "I really have to study Rome, maybe some other time" I said. "Come on please?" Rome asked with those beautiful blue eyes and sexy pink lips. I couldn't say no. I went back to my room and changed my clothes and grabbed my phone charger. When I got to Rome's room I realized the other side of her room wasn't occupied. "No roommate?" I asked.
"Nope"
"Well that sucks."
"Not really, I like it. I get to sleep naked" Rome said playfully.
The thought was already runninig through my head. Her sexy multi cultural body fully naked, covered only by a black and grey comforter. I quickly erased the thought from my head as she turned the movie on. "The Breakfast Club" credits began and I smiled. I absolutely love that movie. "Is this ok I have other movies" she asked. I told her that I loved the movie and we climbed into her bed. I sat in the corner of her bed by the window as she layed under the sheets. "Why you so far from me?" She asked. I didn't want to get to close to her. I've only known her like a week and I'm not the kind of girl to climb into a girls bed right off hand. "Come here" she said in a soft sexy tone. I climbed to the top of the bed and sat. She sat up and moved closer to me. I liked being close to her. I was starting to really like Tamara, I mean "Rome". We watched the movie and around 12 I got up to leave. Neither one of us was anywhere near sleepy so we went and sat in the floor lounge and got to know each other some more. We talked about everything and I could tell eventually Rome and I would start dating. Around 2:30 I went back to my room and laid down. My phone vibrated around 3:00 and Rome asked me to open my door. She was crying. We sat in my dorm living room and she told me her mom had just called to tell her that her dad had just died. Rome and her dad weren't close but they were trying to get to know one another better. Her dad was from Maryland so they would have the funeral here. She asked me how far Prince George's county was from our school and we looked up directions. She purchased her train ticket and then she purchased another. "You already bought your ticket Tamara" I said. She was so distraught she probably realize what she had done. "I know this is crazy, but you would mind coming with me?" she said through her tears. I knew that she needed support and I could tell she was starting to trust me. I agreed and next Friday we were on our way to PG County to Tamara's father's funeral.
When we got back to school Rome went to class and went to her room. She would call me before she went to bed and we'd talk for a little bit then she'd go back to being anti-social but I couldn't blame her. Losing a loved one is tough. That Friday of the following week I went to Rome's room to check to her. She was still kind of silent but you could tell she was happy to see me. We sat in the living room area of her dorm with some of her suitemates and listened to music and played Spades. That was first time I had seen her smile in two weeks. When everyone began getting tired, we parted our ways and went back their rooms. "Could you stay with me tonight Chris?" I went numb. Sleeping in a bed with Rome would set my hormones pass high. Although, I was skeptical about staying, I went to my room and got my laptop, charger, blanket and pillow.
I got to her room and put my pillow and blanket on the empty bed. Rome came out of the bathroom with just a towel on. "What are you doing?" she aksed me. "I'm making this bed so I can lay in it" I said. She came up behind me, wet body and all and grabbed my hands. "I want you to lay in my bed with me" she whispered in my ear. A chill sent went up my spine. Rome knew exactly what she was doing. I studied a little while she got dressed. I wanted that towel to drop so bad. I sat on her bed in my long t shirt and ankle socks. She climbed onto the bed. She was wearing a red sports bra and some white,red, and green boxers that looked like the Italian flag. She smelled like Axe. My hormones were raging but I kept cool. I turned off my laptop and climbed under the covers with her. We watched Tv for a while then she turned the Tv off. "Time for bed" I said jokingly as I rolled over. It was pitch black so I just looked at the white wall until I was ready to dfrit off to sleep. Just as I made the joke about sleep Rome put her arm around me. "Why you playing games?" she asked. "I'm not playing games Rome" I said shyly. She kissed behind my ear.
"You are playing games Christian" she said.
"How?"
"You know as well as I do that we both like each other. I see you see you look at me everyday with them same brown eyes. You hug me so tight I swear I can feel ya nipples getting hard through ya shirt" she said sliding her hand up my shirt. I was way past ready to roll over and just have a hot, steamy, night of sex with this girl but I couldn't do it. I'm not like that. Rome slid her hand under my bra and began playing with my nipples.
"Stop" I moaned softly.
"Stop who" she whispered in my ear.
"Stop Rome" I moaned again.
I rolled over. Rome and I kissed. She slid her tongue in my mouth and was still playing with my nipple under my oversized shirt. All I could feel was her tounge ring hitting the roof of my mouth and I loved it. She reached behind me and unsnapped my bra. Right then and there I was ready to take everything off and just let her have me. She slid her fingers into my underwear and I began to take sports bra off. Less than two minutes later, her and I were completely naked. She slid under the covers and spread my legs so wide I felt my pelvis move. She placed her warm tongue on my clit and tongue ring bounced on and off of my pearl. I moaned and grabbed her ponytail. She was eating me so good I couldn't believe this was really happening. She then slid two fingers into my already wet pussy. "Damn you wet ma" she said from under the sheets. I couldn't respond it felt so good. She then came up from under the covers and kissed me. My juices taste so good. I got out of the bed and she laid down with her feet hanging off the side. I spread her legs and began to eat her pussy like a porn star. She was moaning loud and biting her lip. "Damn girl" she said as she yanked my head up and kissed me. She went to her closet and grabbed her strap. She positioned me on the side of the bed and put my ass up in the air. She dug her thumbs into the dimples in my back and kissed my tattoos. I moaned. She slid her strap in slow and gradually picked up momentum. Fifteen minutes in she was pounding my pussy behind. I was moaning loud and screaming her name. "ROME!" I yelled. "What baby?" She asked in between breaths. "Fuck me harder" I moaned. She laid me on the bed and spread my legs. She mounted on top of me and began to pound my pussy. She bit my nipples and sucked on my neck."I'm cumming Rome!" I yelled. "Then cum baby" she moaned. My juices started flowing and they were dripping my leg and hers. She got down and sucked what was left of my juices right of my pussy. I turned her over and ate her pussy until her legs were shaking and she was pulling my hair so hard, she could've made me bald headed. She soon came and we climbed into her bed. She put her arm around me and I kissed her. She said "I only have sex like this with my girlfriends." I kissed her passionately and said "I know, Goodnight baby" and rolled her. This was the start of a beautiful relationship.
"Is this your way of flirting?"
"It is if it's working" Rome said in a flirtatious tone.
I just blushed and went along with it. When we finally reached Daley's fifth floor we hugged and parted our seperate ways. Around 10:30 there was a knock at my door. I got up and went to the door, checked through the peephole and there Rome was. I opened the door and there she stood. Black sports bra with a tattoo that said "Faith" right above her left breast, a pair of polo pajama pants that showed the dragon tattoo on her side so perfectly, and some black ankle socks. "I just came to say goodnight". "Thank you Rome goodnight to you too love" I said beginning the close the door. "Wait" she said using her foot as a block, "We never exchanged numbers". I let her into my room and grabbed my phone. We exchanged numbers and hugged once more and she went back to her room. That night, we had texted for a while and then I dozed off.
My alarm went off around 7 that morning. I got up and got dressed. On Saturdays, I go walk around the track for a while. Normally 4 or 5 laps which is like a mile. Just as I began my second lap, someone came up behind me and grabbed my waist. "Ya momma know you got ya butt all out in them leggings?" Rome asked me. "What butt?" I said jokingly. "You a got a little something back there." Rome said as she joined me for my walk this time, she was walking next to me. We walked and talked for a while. We were talking for so long that we hadn't noticed we already walked 8 laps. We made plans to go downtown later on that day with some friends. I went back to my room, showered, got dressed, unwrapped my hair, and through some eyeliner and mascara. That's an everyday look for me. To me, that's my face full of makeup. We watched the street performers, got some Ritas, went to Hooters with some friends, and basically really made a day of our time down the harbor. You could tell Rome was enjoying herself. As we were walking back to the subway station Rome and I started talking about the differences in our hometowns. She said that Houston wasn't so cultured and there wasn't a lot of art. I explained to her what Harborplace really was, one BIG melting pot of people, art, and ideas. When we got back to campus and back upstairs Rome stopped me just as I was on my way to my room. "Come watch a movie with me" she said. "I really have to study Rome, maybe some other time" I said. "Come on please?" Rome asked with those beautiful blue eyes and sexy pink lips. I couldn't say no. I went back to my room and changed my clothes and grabbed my phone charger. When I got to Rome's room I realized the other side of her room wasn't occupied. "No roommate?" I asked.
"Nope"
"Well that sucks."
"Not really, I like it. I get to sleep naked" Rome said playfully.
The thought was already runninig through my head. Her sexy multi cultural body fully naked, covered only by a black and grey comforter. I quickly erased the thought from my head as she turned the movie on. "The Breakfast Club" credits began and I smiled. I absolutely love that movie. "Is this ok I have other movies" she asked. I told her that I loved the movie and we climbed into her bed. I sat in the corner of her bed by the window as she layed under the sheets. "Why you so far from me?" She asked. I didn't want to get to close to her. I've only known her like a week and I'm not the kind of girl to climb into a girls bed right off hand. "Come here" she said in a soft sexy tone. I climbed to the top of the bed and sat. She sat up and moved closer to me. I liked being close to her. I was starting to really like Tamara, I mean "Rome". We watched the movie and around 12 I got up to leave. Neither one of us was anywhere near sleepy so we went and sat in the floor lounge and got to know each other some more. We talked about everything and I could tell eventually Rome and I would start dating. Around 2:30 I went back to my room and laid down. My phone vibrated around 3:00 and Rome asked me to open my door. She was crying. We sat in my dorm living room and she told me her mom had just called to tell her that her dad had just died. Rome and her dad weren't close but they were trying to get to know one another better. Her dad was from Maryland so they would have the funeral here. She asked me how far Prince George's county was from our school and we looked up directions. She purchased her train ticket and then she purchased another. "You already bought your ticket Tamara" I said. She was so distraught she probably realize what she had done. "I know this is crazy, but you would mind coming with me?" she said through her tears. I knew that she needed support and I could tell she was starting to trust me. I agreed and next Friday we were on our way to PG County to Tamara's father's funeral.
When we got back to school Rome went to class and went to her room. She would call me before she went to bed and we'd talk for a little bit then she'd go back to being anti-social but I couldn't blame her. Losing a loved one is tough. That Friday of the following week I went to Rome's room to check to her. She was still kind of silent but you could tell she was happy to see me. We sat in the living room area of her dorm with some of her suitemates and listened to music and played Spades. That was first time I had seen her smile in two weeks. When everyone began getting tired, we parted our ways and went back their rooms. "Could you stay with me tonight Chris?" I went numb. Sleeping in a bed with Rome would set my hormones pass high. Although, I was skeptical about staying, I went to my room and got my laptop, charger, blanket and pillow.
I got to her room and put my pillow and blanket on the empty bed. Rome came out of the bathroom with just a towel on. "What are you doing?" she aksed me. "I'm making this bed so I can lay in it" I said. She came up behind me, wet body and all and grabbed my hands. "I want you to lay in my bed with me" she whispered in my ear. A chill sent went up my spine. Rome knew exactly what she was doing. I studied a little while she got dressed. I wanted that towel to drop so bad. I sat on her bed in my long t shirt and ankle socks. She climbed onto the bed. She was wearing a red sports bra and some white,red, and green boxers that looked like the Italian flag. She smelled like Axe. My hormones were raging but I kept cool. I turned off my laptop and climbed under the covers with her. We watched Tv for a while then she turned the Tv off. "Time for bed" I said jokingly as I rolled over. It was pitch black so I just looked at the white wall until I was ready to dfrit off to sleep. Just as I made the joke about sleep Rome put her arm around me. "Why you playing games?" she asked. "I'm not playing games Rome" I said shyly. She kissed behind my ear.
"You are playing games Christian" she said.
"How?"
"You know as well as I do that we both like each other. I see you see you look at me everyday with them same brown eyes. You hug me so tight I swear I can feel ya nipples getting hard through ya shirt" she said sliding her hand up my shirt. I was way past ready to roll over and just have a hot, steamy, night of sex with this girl but I couldn't do it. I'm not like that. Rome slid her hand under my bra and began playing with my nipples.
"Stop" I moaned softly.
"Stop who" she whispered in my ear.
"Stop Rome" I moaned again.
I rolled over. Rome and I kissed. She slid her tongue in my mouth and was still playing with my nipple under my oversized shirt. All I could feel was her tounge ring hitting the roof of my mouth and I loved it. She reached behind me and unsnapped my bra. Right then and there I was ready to take everything off and just let her have me. She slid her fingers into my underwear and I began to take sports bra off. Less than two minutes later, her and I were completely naked. She slid under the covers and spread my legs so wide I felt my pelvis move. She placed her warm tongue on my clit and tongue ring bounced on and off of my pearl. I moaned and grabbed her ponytail. She was eating me so good I couldn't believe this was really happening. She then slid two fingers into my already wet pussy. "Damn you wet ma" she said from under the sheets. I couldn't respond it felt so good. She then came up from under the covers and kissed me. My juices taste so good. I got out of the bed and she laid down with her feet hanging off the side. I spread her legs and began to eat her pussy like a porn star. She was moaning loud and biting her lip. "Damn girl" she said as she yanked my head up and kissed me. She went to her closet and grabbed her strap. She positioned me on the side of the bed and put my ass up in the air. She dug her thumbs into the dimples in my back and kissed my tattoos. I moaned. She slid her strap in slow and gradually picked up momentum. Fifteen minutes in she was pounding my pussy behind. I was moaning loud and screaming her name. "ROME!" I yelled. "What baby?" She asked in between breaths. "Fuck me harder" I moaned. She laid me on the bed and spread my legs. She mounted on top of me and began to pound my pussy. She bit my nipples and sucked on my neck."I'm cumming Rome!" I yelled. "Then cum baby" she moaned. My juices started flowing and they were dripping my leg and hers. She got down and sucked what was left of my juices right of my pussy. I turned her over and ate her pussy until her legs were shaking and she was pulling my hair so hard, she could've made me bald headed. She soon came and we climbed into her bed. She put her arm around me and I kissed her. She said "I only have sex like this with my girlfriends." I kissed her passionately and said "I know, Goodnight baby" and rolled her. This was the start of a beautiful relationship.
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